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𝘚𝘐𝘕𝘎𝘓𝘌 𝘍𝘈𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙 | 𝘕𝘈𝘔𝘒𝘖𝘖𝘒

Request by ; MyBabyBoyJoonie

'' Do you really have to go? '' Namjoon said as he looked straight at Jungkook

Namjoon is still an immature teenager. Namjoon is eighteen years old and Jungkook is twenty years. They are like little siblings who have been inseparable since childhood but that is what makes them so special. The two of them were now lying on the green grass as they gazed into the clear blue sky

Jungkook asked Namjoon to meet him because he had to tell Namjoon that he had to move to America with his parents.  In fact, this is not his will but his parents'. What his mother wants him to be is a successful doctor and he can't even say no to his parents. 

Hee also couldn't bear to leave Namjoon alone because Namjoon had no one else besides him. 

'' I'm sorry but I have to go now. Forget everything about me and start a new life okay ? '' Jungkook said and kissed Namjoon's forehead.

Namjoon covered his face with his sleeve because he didn't want to see Jungkook run away from him leaving him alone. He couldn't accept the fact that he would split up with the person he loved the most. He will lose everything and he knows that everything will change.

- 

5 years later 

"Dr. Jeon! We need you down at the Emergency room!" Sarah, one of the surgeons at the hospital, said

" Emergency room? I have to go home now since Yoongi is home alone "  Jungkook said as he followed Se kyung from the back to the operating room         

 " I really need your help right now. Doctor Choi is in another hospital and there is no other surgeon besides you. '' Sarah says Jungkook only complains but still helps Sarah in her surgery as an assistant. 

Eventually the surgery ended with the patient losing his life because the patient's family was unable to pay for the patient's medical expenses. That's the procedure that his father set. His father is the owner of the hospital where he works now. If you do not have the money and cannot afford the cost of treatment, the hospital cannot do anything. That's the reality. 

Jungkook packed his belongings and drove from the hospital to his mansion with his luxury car that his father gifted him for his success in getting the honorable doctorate. It's hard to be proud of his parents but it's worth it now. 

'' Yoongi? Why aren't you sleeping yet? You should have slept an hour ago, honey '' Jungkook said and approached Yoongi who was lying on the couch watching his favorite cartoon

'' I want to go to sleep but I don't feel sleepy. You're late again today dad and you forgot about my personal tutor '' Yoongi said as he looked to the floor for fear of being scolded by his father. 

Jungkook looked at his son and hugged him tightly. He knows that he's been so busy lately that he forgot his  son's birthday. Yoongi is a good boy because he was able to wait until he got back from the hospital. 

'' I'm sorry but tomorrow I am not working so we will spend some time together but I need to call your teacher first so he can come tomorrow to teach you okay? '' Jungkook said and Yoongi smiled as he hugged his father 

-

Jungkook is now in the kitchen cooking breakfast for Yoongi who is still sleeping in his room. Last night, Yoongi woke up from his sleep because of nightmare so he lifted Yoongi into his room so he could sleep soundly without worry. 

The sound of the doorbell rang so Jungkook immediately ran to the front door and opened it

'' Namjoon? What are you doing here? '' Jungkook said as he saw Namjoon's face getting more and more beautiful. 

'' Where's your son? I don't want to waste my precious time talking to unimportant people '' Namjoon said and walked into Jungkook house and sat in the living room.

Jungkook couldn't believe he was going to see Namjoon again. Namjoon looks really pretty right now. His body shape was like a stunning hourglass. Jungkook looked at Namjoon with a soft look  for a moment before he remembered about Yoongi who had not bathed. 

'' I'll get Yoongi ''

Jungkook ran upstairs and opened his bedroom door loudly and was relieved to see Yoongi awake from his sleep. Yoongi held his hand with his small hand and they both walked out of Jungkook's bedroom into the living room. 

Namjoon got up from where he was sitting and took Yoongi from Jungkook. '' You're the cutest boy I've ever seen '' Namjoon said and pressed Yoongi's cheek softly

'' Dad, I'm hungry. Can we have breakfast first? '' Yoongi said and Jungkook nodded and headed to his fancy kitchen

Yoongi grabbed Namjoon's hand and told him to have breakfast with them. Namjoon just smiles and lets Yoongi show him where the dining room is because Jungkook's house is too big and he might get lost because of it. 

Jungkook made toast together with half-cooked eggs for breakfast as he forgot to buy ingredients to make Yoongi's favorite fried rice. Yoongi enjoys a good breakfast cooked by him except Namjoon. He doesn't even touch his  food either because he's full or he doesn't want to eat. 

Yoongi and Namjoon are now in the living room. Namjoon is teaching Yoongi how to speak English fluently. Yoongi seems to like Namjoon a lot and Jungkook is relieved that Yoongi is not naughty. 

'' Let's stop here. Tomorrow I'll teach you again so please get your homework done okay sweetheart? '' Namjoon said and he was shocked when Yoongi suddenly hugged him

Namjoon packs his belongings and hugs Yoongi one more time before he leaves. Yoongi runs into Jungkook room while Jungkook is waiting for Namjoon. Jungkook actually wants to talk to Namjoon about something but he's afraid he'll hurt Namjoon again without realizing it.

'' Namjoon? '' 

'' What do you want? '' 

'' When I doubted being able to protect you and was thinking about it, I thought I was gonna go crazy. Thinking about you constantly, worrying about you and missing you. I was really hurting. Loving someone... is tiring and it hurts, but it's not something I can stop. Going to you... I can't stop that. I love you. As much as the entire universe exploding, as much as the waters in every ocean drying... With my spirit burst, as much as it spreads outward. I love you very much. Kim Namjoon ...I love you so much '' Jungkook said as Namjoon scoffed 

'' How are you going to protect me?? do you even know what it means to protect someone?? you think giving a crying person icecream is a way of comforting or protecting them?!?! you don't even know anything! you don't know how to love someone, you don't know how to show love, and you don't know what it means to protect someone. you hurt people without realizing it. No! you hurt me without you realizing it " Namjoon said and ended up crying in front of the person he hated the most and wanted to forget

Author notes ; I love angst so much hehe. Part 2? I'm sorry if this is not what you expected