Senior year 🌸

Chapter 4

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4 hours later at 1 am there was a knock outside my window. No way. He actually showed up. What the fuck. I hopped off the bed and opened the windows where josh was sitting on the roof ledge. "Why'd you use the window" I ask "your parents" he said "I live Alone you crackhead" I laugh smacking the back of his head. "I'm not the only crackhead apparently" he says pointing to the white powder all of my desk. Shit. "Oh yeah" I say awkwardly. "Luna lets make a pact" he says. I look at him confused and he carries on. "I'll stop drugs if you stop drugs" he says. "Josh.." I says "it's not that easy" I say. "I -I can't just stop. As sad and fucked up it is to say there apart if me now then only pain release I have" I say. "I get that Luna cause there the same for me" he says tucking a loose strand of hair behind me ear. "I'll stop if you do" he says again. I want to agree. Fuck me do I want to agree. Take his hand and say he's I'll stop but it's the only thing that helps. "Luna please I can't do this without and anchor." He says "why me like why ask me to do this with you" I ask questingly. "Honestly we're big fucked up" he says "but one last question" he says. "What" I ask "are you ready for our adventure" he asks "always"