Unconditionally {Discont'd}

Sad Day

Natsu pov

I don't know what's going on and I don't know why Luce ran. I hope she isn't mad at me...at us...and I hope she's okay. No...i will make her okay...tonight.

Lucy pov

I took a U turn from my house and ran straight in the park. I just need time, I wanna dance by myself so i turned on music from my phone and danced my heart out, putting all my current emotions in the song until i had tears in my eyes.

Right now as I sit on my knees I wail loudly. No one was outside and the sun was setting ever so slowly. I cried. I cried worse than the time I heard that Supetto passed. I cried harder than I did at her funeral.

Is it because i was developing feelings for Natsu? Is it because I put my trust in those people and they just stabbed me in the back so effortlessly? Especially Erza.

I pouted. Maybe I'm not meant to have friends....

Oh I need to stop being so dramatic. I wiped my tears. I just ran because they yelled at me. Pathetic.

Standing up I dusted off my skirt, grabbed my stuff and ran home. My heart was pounding loudly in my head as more tears streamed down my face. Why do I have to be so weak?

Once I was finally home I opened the door and went inside. 

"Look at your pathetic face" i turned around at the sound of the voice only to see Lecy. "Can't you see that those people are using you? That's just how the world works sweetheart."

"But weren't you on-" I started but she interrupted me.

"Your side? Pfft no! I was only on your side so that I can prove to Lisanna that I can dance. And then I'll be on the same level of popularity as her."

"Is that all you care about? Popularity?"

"Well money as well so not entirely. Don't you get it Lucy? This world is just about seeing who's on top. You destroy everything in the way including family and friends to get to the top." She grinned "dont you see you stupid little girl?! YOU'RE RUINING MY WORLD! MY LIFE! But then again your presence is getting me somewhere. Its pushing me more to the top. All i have to do is pretend i care for your pathetic little soul and i'll be right on top with Lisanna bowing down before me" she tapped my chin and walked away.

I'm....being used. One by one they fell as I raced up the stairs and into my room. Slamming the door shut I wailed in my pillow, soaking it with my tears.

"WHY DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?!" It was much simpler with Supetto around. I could've asked her for anything. 

Suddenly my phone beeped. I raised my head and checked it to see a text from Wendy and Natsu.

'Hey Lucy~sama. I'm staying at Chelia's tonight to work on a project. See you at school♡' 

~Wendy

'Hey Luce, sorry I didn't stick up for you earlier but I hope you're not mad at me and you're okay. See you tomorrow'

~Natsu

I sighed and replied a quick 'see you to both of them. My eyes were already dry. I can't cry any more. Standing up, I rested my phone on my pillow and walked into my window. Once I pulled it up I began to sing quietly to myself.

Tears began streaming down my face once again. Why can't I stop crying?!!! Its just a stupid argument!