𝚜𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗. // 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 ✔

one.

  i didn't mean to kill her. it just kinda happened. i mean, hell, was she even good for him anyway? i don't know. he's pretty torn up about it. i try my best to help him, but that's pretty hard when you're the killer. it doesn't matter anymore. nothing does.

she's dead.
i'm his.

                back to the past..
  regret. that's all i felt. i missed him. i should have just told him then and there, but no. me being a dumbass just had to acquire an anxiety attack, leading into myself rushing home after a quick goodbye. it's okay now. kinda. i don't have to worry anymore, i can just tell him next time, right? yeah. let's do that.
  i swiftly snatched up my phone, texting my best friend, bella. she didn't answer at first, but eventually in the arriving minutes she had done so.

me: heyy..you should like, definitely come over here bc im lonely. i got movies n shit too so why not have a best friends night out? :P

bella: oh k. i'll be over in a few. cya

  i awaited her arrival. she had soon pulled up in her dads black toyota. she exited the car, and greeted me with a calming smile.

  "Hey." she said to me.
  "Hey." i replied back bluntly, with a half-hearted smile.
  "You good?" she asked me with concern.
  "I mean, I could be better, but i'm fine I guess." i told her.
  "Okay then, let's go inside and you can tell me what's up." she told me. "It's starting to rain a bit, anyway."

  i turned around and headed for the door until something made me stop. i had the sudden urge to cry, but i held it in.

  i'll be okay
  i'll be okay
  i'll be okay
 
  i told myself over and over inside my mind. i continued to open the door and walked inside, jumping on the couch. bella followed, waiting for me to say something.

  "So, what do you want? I've got popcorn, Pringles, soda..." i told her.
  "Uh...I guess whatever soda you have and popcorn cause why the hell not, yknow?" she replied back with a chuckle.
  "Ight." i responded simply.

  i grabbed the popcorn, and the Sprite from the fridge. i put the popcorn in the microwave for 2 minutes and poured two large glasses with the Sprite and some ice. the microwave had suddenly went off, and i opened it up to the buttery smell of mine and Bella's beloved popcorn.

  "Yo the good shit's done!" i yelled to Bella from the kitchen.
  "Okay!" she yelled back as she rushed in to bring the snacks into the living room.
 
  We watched some Netflix for awhile, but eventually fell asleep. That was the end of everything between us.