Mᴀʏ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅᴇғᴇᴀᴛ//ʟᴇᴇ ᴍɪɴʜᴏ//ᴍᴜʟᴛɪғᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ

0.6

"may death never defeat"
warning: mentions of self-harm
minho kept on silently crying not paying attention to the frantic boys around him. "sweetheart, do you want me to show you where you can stay?" jeonghan asked. minho nodded and was guided to a bedroom. he sat down on the mattress and curled in on himself. he thought that he was so dumb, how could he do this? they're idols they're busy, and he came in and ruined their schedule. he could here them talking. he felt terrible. he saw a notebook and a pencil on a desk. he wasn't sure why it was there.

he heard a knock on the door. he opened the door. "it's just me sweetheart. dinner is ready, and our friends bang chan and changbin are over." jeonghan smiled. minho grabbed the notebook and wrote, 'i know them I can't see them' he wrote it fast, "sweetheart it's okay, it's not like they've bought you before..." jeonghan chuckled. minho avoided the elders eyes. "right?" the elder asked. minho shook his head no. "bang chan?" He asked. minho nodded, 'he paid me $1,050 i couldn't deny that' . jeonghan gasped, that was a lot of money. "im sure it will be fine, sweetheart. you need to eat" he smiled. minho sighed and stood up.

minho avoided eye contact as he entered the kitchen. "minho hyung! i didnt know you knew seventeen hyungs." changbin gushed giving minho a hug. "lee minho, is that really you?" bang chan smirked. minho shyly nodded. "how do you know minho?" joshua asked. "i go to school with him." changbin said. "ive seen him around" bang chan said, shocked that minho was around the same age as changbin. "well let's eat!" jun bounced. minho sat down inbetween jeonghan and bang chan.

"minho, i'm sorry. if i had known you weren't legal-" bang chan started whispering. 'drop it hyung. we'll talk later.' he shoved the note in bang chan's hands. he aggressively stabbed his fork into his food. changbin looked at him concerned. he quickly finished eating and ran up stairs.

he slammed the door shut and locked it. he was angry and he didn't know why. he started searching for anything he could use to hurt himself. he looked everywhere. he couldn't find anything. he sighed. he picked up the paper and pen from earlier and started to write a letter.

dear seventeen-hyungs,
thank you for all you have done for me
i will never forget you.
i hope you wont forget about
me.
but i am afraid.
it's time for me to go.
thank you again.
may death never defeat,
seventeen fighting!

he unlatched the window and saw the two story jump below. he took a deep breath and jumped. he started to run.

three miles away he stopped running. he collapsed. his feet bleeding from his heels. passed out in the street. breathing getting slower, and slower.
seventeen were worried. they were scared. they made seungcheol break the door down. they found minhos note. minho was already about a mile and a half away at the time. they were scared for the boy. they've seen this scene before, when dino ran away when they were trainees. it was terrifying.

a car was speeding down the street, music blasting as loud as it could. the driver saw something in the street so he hit the breaks. the music stopped. the car screeched to a stop. an inch away from minho. "is he alive?" yanan asked. him, hui, wooseok, and e'dawn and hyuna decided to go on a trip. "i think so?" wooseok said concerned. "put him in the van. ill look at him" hyuna said. hui and e'dawn picked him up and put him in the van.