Demon slayer x reader

Shinazugawa Sanemi x Abused!Reader

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Rough Start
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⚠️Mentions of abuse, small amount of rape.
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The wind pillar Senami Shinazugawa wasnt known for being kind or sweet at all, he was Hot-headed, rude, and frankly very stubborn but when he meets (Y/n) (L/n) the (Type) Pillar he may have to tone it down many notches.

(Y/n) was crouching under a dying tree, pouring a decent amount of water onto the small sappling growing next to it in hopes itll grow big and strong.

The peaceful silence was eventually ruiend when she heard her crow caw and land a top her head, shaking with fear "Ah- whats the matter (Crow name)? What has you so shaken u-?!" She tenses when she heard the dreaded males screams "THAT DANM BIRD!!" quick thinking led (y/n) to a enclosed area beside her home, herself and her pet shaking with fear together.

(Y/n) did everything she could to steer clear of Sanemis path though she never wanted to, fear of being hurt by his hand was very strong. Though weird enough she has grown fond of him, starying to like him even if she was terribly scared of him and his scary gaze, then he walks into her line of sight him stomping as he growled angrily, searching for the crow. His head whips in many directions, looking over her hiding spot several times then he looks back in her direction again and a big smile forms onto his face, making (y/n) heart stop and her eyes shrink from the fear that scary smile brought her. Images of her past flash through her head suddenly, tears weld up in her eyes as she seems to relive her awful past, it feels like a life time before shes snapped out of it.

Just in time to realise he was walking towards her, quickly she shoots out of her hiding spot and runs into her home not feeling she had enough time to lock the door. Tears fell from her eyes and her entire body shook. Sanemi wasnt entirely nice to her, he never was to anyone...he called her weak and a coward and would occasionally starts fights with her, landing punches to her resulting in the others having to break them apart it was incredible she didnt cry when those fights happened, but she always had a break down as soon as she got home.

Of course she would run off and not be seen for days but she would always have to come out. The slam of the door made her heart leap from her chest and her hands dig further into her cheeks, leaving deep crescent moons "Come on out! If you bring me that damn bird it'll be quick and short!" She hears his scream close by hiding in the corner of the room she began to cry, her back to the door as he shoulders shook violently.

She was sweating when she heard his foot steps come closer, more memories she never wanted flooded her mind

"NO! P-Please! PLEASE FORGIV-!" the loud sound of skin quickly connecting to skin could be heard inside the room. Her body hit the floor with a thud as her head hit the corner of a table "your worthless to me! Trash! Flee filed garbage!!" The man screamed at her, he grabbed her hair tightly and yanked her head to his face. His dirty hand slid up her leg, closer to an area she never wanted to be touched at. "Youll never be worth anything..." the russle of his belt buckle echoes the room and the sound of cries and whimpes and the pain and shame fill her head forever.

"Found you~" "NO!! I DONT WANT TO ANYMORE!!" suddenly she screams and cries loudly, surprising Sanemi from the sudden outburst "i-i dont want you to-to touch me anymore" she sobs, his eyes widen and his body goes rigged 'T-Touch...You..?" He thought to himself; He sat listening to her sobs, and watched the way she violently shook muttering many things to herself, clutching her hair tightly.

His eyes soften and he starts to feel guilty but also curious and angry. Who made you this scared? Who caused you to do something you never wanted to do in the first place? What scum would harm a flower like you? Truth be kept, Sanemi had a soft spot for you but was keen on keeping his strong persona at all times but as he a sat listening and watching you have a panic attack he couldnt keep that persona up.

"H-Hey...Look at me damnit" slowly you turn to look at him, stuttering in your movements your eyes wide and red
"i-im... sorry.." you murmer through closed lips "You didnt do anything wrong.." he sighs and suddenly he opens his arms up quickly making you flinch harshly "ah- sorry.." he mutters and retracts his arms, placing them on his knees as he just stares at you, watching you begin to breath regularly. He thinks affection will help but dosent wanna sound like a total bitch asking if you want a hug but watching you begin to get ready to cry again he sucks it up and asks anyway.

"Want a hug?" His face is grim from the soft question, but lets out a huff when a hard force comes into contact with him. He opens his mouth to say something but decided not to and just enjoy the moment, your hands clench onto his open shirt tears falling down your cheeks as you cried once again. Once again his face softens and he wraps his arms around your shaking form in hopes youll calm down quicker and stop wetting his chest "Ugh, my chest is wet..." he accidently says out loud and as quick as your warmth came it was gone, looking down to where you were then to the footsteps behind him as he watched you run out the door in a hurry, whipping fresh tears from your eyes.

"Shit, i said that out loud!... idiot!" he punishes himself for making you cry again, he truly does love you really but its hard to deal with other emotions other then anger...
Chasing after you to your room he finds you laying on your bed face down and gripping the pillow with iron grip "(y/n), look i didnt mean to upset you...i..." he trails off when he see you trying to shrink as small as possible, the half of your face shows "p-please just...just go.." her eyes sadden him greatly, the pain he sees in them makes his heart ache "i dont deserve your attention.." she says and buries her face back into the pillow.

He walks up to you "im ganna put my hand on you okay-" "NO!" You suddenly scream, flinching away from his hand he quickly retracts his hand then remembers what you said many moments ago, anger builds in him but along with pity "on your back i mean.." Shes silent for a moment "O-Okay.." he does as he said and places his hand on her back then unexpectedly climbs into her bed "What? N-N-!" "Im not ganna do anything you dont want (y/n)...i would never do that to you."

He whispers out to the frail girl, practically begging her to come closer. She peeks from the pillow and cautiously scotches closer to the man latching onto him like a baby koala to its mother "i would never harm you in anyway...well, i-i uhh mean ahh" "i-i know.." he grips her hip getting a slight flinch and hand jerk then she goes back to normal, resting her hands on his chest "Ya know...i-" thinking of a way to sound more strong with these words was hard so he just straight up said them instead "-i love you" he sighs pressing his lips to the top of her head "w-why? Why someone like me?! Why no-" "because i choose you moron, i dont WANT another woman, i want you. Theres many things i love about you." He replies, pulling her closer to his body "i-i love you..too" she mutters into his chest then looks up at him with a tear streaked face, looking down at her he gives a small smile and then a soft chaste kiss before they both fall asleep.