How i Feel?

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(Whatevs (character on the left) belongs to @errors-in-my-heart   go check their art on tumblr! they deserve it with their amazing art!)

(Refresh(character on the right) belongs to me!)

(sorry if i make them a bit ooc *rip*)

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He didn't know what to feel about the new kid.

Granted that he wasn't very good at understanding his emotions,like at all—it was probably one of the things that he didn't like about himself.

Well,there were a lot of things he didn't like about himself.

He always hated how often he acted without thinking,his 'emotions' controlling to the point where he would physically hurt someone he cared about–it was a never ending cycle of emotional turmoil that drove him crazy at times.

The darker skeleton knew he was a mess,a mess that everyone else had to deal with.Of course—his friends did love him dearly but he could notice when he was getting difficult to deal with.

R0m8erry was the first person he ever met back in the anti-void when he tried to dust himself,the pink skeleton was egotistical but still had a caring side to him,he healed him,taught him how to talk again and in general was supportive. But her affection can be...too much for Refresh,he often flirted at him in a joking manner which only confused the black skeleton more about his own feelings.

Not only that but she was the only one who really knew how to calm him down from his episodes of extreme anger,he often found it hard to look at the wounds he gave her once he had calmed down,Refresh was pretty sure she still has that scar on her nose hole that hasn't fully healed.

If there's one feeling he felt and could recognize it was definitely gulit.

And Hex—She was very obvious from the start of him staying at R0m8erry's house (which became his house as well) that she did not like him,mostly from the fact that he was part parasite,both of them haven't exactly made a lot of progress in their friendship but he hardly doubted it would change anytime soon.The ghost-skeleton was still in mourning as she had seemed to be for half of his lifetime living here,to what she was grieving about—no clue.

He just all around felt like a burden to deal with,rarely getting outside,unless it's with one of them—hurting them and then never speaking to them for months on end—only to have another breakdown.

Refresh shut the door behind him,making sure that the indoor heat didn't escape into the cold,he shoved his hands into his pockets as the cold night breeze stung his face.

Of course that's when the kid came into his life.

He doesn't remember how he found Whatevs—it maybe they found him?--he doesn't remember...one thing for sure they were quite persistent on hanging around him–something about being different from the others,whatever that meant.

They were a bit of a chatterbox in his opinion,then again he should be used to it considering he has dealt with R0m8erry's large amount of dialogue.

Refresh shuffles around in his pocket,pulling out a pack of cigarettes,taking one from the box and lighting it with his lighter.

He took a few puffs of the death stick,smoke danced around him before being blown away by the wind,he leaned against the handrail,taking in the toxic tar into his non-existent lungs.

For a while,he had warmed up slowly to the kid,granted he still wasn't much of a talker but it was apparently considered an improvement by the others,he mostly just listen to them ramble on about stuff.