Carnal Demise

|| Pity ||

The transparency of her joy made you uneasy,
She was ever aware of your prejudice and thought

"Will he see me?"

You made her laugh but somehow noticed it masks a subtle, yet faint cry

Coming from within, you heard songs of sorrow telling you she was confined by her own sin,
A former version of herself lived vicariously on the surface avoiding all discovery

You asked how, instead of abandoning that precarious uncertainty,
Then suddenly you saw an afterimage of her own humanity, as she wore other's despair as her own skin

A masterpiece of pure vanity, her beauty had steered away a thousand friends,
Looking through the stained glassed windows of her soul

-A sanctuary full of strangers, creeps, and all dangers, dark demons locked in secret filled chambers, abductions, seductions and blasphemous language

When you saw it, you told yourself there's no way you had seen such a thing,
But when you did, she found herself in your eyes, hardly pretty and heavily pitied,

At that moment, you were no longer a mystic for she had lost all trust in your ability,
Infinitely immortalizing you into oblivion where you would find all her past transgressions,

A helpless soul barricaded in an abyss of your own fears,
Constantly tortured by ghastly knights of dark light who's swords pierce black holes through storms of stars bright,

Spiritually ravished and stripped of all emotion,
Undoubtedly driven by your insatiable desire to collect the precious confessions of others,

You knew it would end eventually but your curiosity could not be helped,
Totally incapable of purging her from her inner-self,

You failed to recognize you were never worthy of such a transaction

Only to become nothing but a hopeless golem forever cursed and permanently sealed beyond his years by a harbinger of intolerance

I pity you.