REDEMPTION

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Ava.

I scooped Ryan up in my arms as milly followed me to the kitchen. I didn't go to school because rah didn't come home and o have to be to school before milly.  And Ryan don't have a baby sitter. So once i was just going to keep milly home since she said her stomach hurts.

I put Ryan on my hip pulling out his high chair snapping him in it.

I strapped him in since he likes to stand up as attempt to climb out.

Milly go get my phone baby i said

Okay mommy she said

I grabbed down a couple bowls putting Ryan some fruit loops on his tray. Pouring him a cup of milk.

He banged on the tray making them scatter.

No no i said pushing them together again.

I shook my head as he picked up a fist full eating them

Here you go mommy milly said

I took my phone from her helping her on the bar stool.

You want froot loops i asked

Yes she said

I made her a bowl then made me one sitting on the Island. I went through my Instagram notifications. I frowned my face up once i seen someone mentioned me

In a video i clicked on it seeing some stripper dancing on rah as he held her hips gripping and smacking her butt. I eyes watered as i swiped to the next seeing him following her to a room.

I put my phone Down pushing my bowl away from me. Not in the mood to eat anymore.

I stood up going to flush my cereal down the toilet hearing the alarm going off.  I rushed to the front only to see that cheating bastard come in sitting his keys down.

I can't do this i said as tears escaped my eyes

Do what baby he said playing dumb

This...us i wanna break up im so tired of this rah i said as my voice cracked.

Fuck you mean...  You ain't going no where he said

I threw the bowl at him as he jumped back mugging me

I seen that hoe dancing on you Raphael. Then you left with her... Got me out here looking. Dumb im done fuck you i shouted.

He stood there looking dumb founded

I wiped my eyes sniffing a bit

I refuse yo cry over a cheating ass nigga i said

Baby I'm sorry... Please don't leave me ma he said