Its dark...cold sitting alone in my house no food nor water lights out heat off once again mother has forgotten to pay the bills me and my sister huddle for warmth I can't be older then five maybe four only thing playing on our television was Barney how I do miss that purple dino. My sister hated the show she never cared for the fantasy of anything not realistic but she stilled watched it with me just so I wasn't alone...how I miss those days. Though I could never get them back it's nice to remember a time when my mind was still pure filled with happiness, rainbows and sunshine how I wish for that mindset again but now the cruel world as fucked it into a mind of anger and dispair wondering if there is something more to its sad life which brings me to my next thought...what is life