My first boy

Chapter 4

Me and Phoenix are now a couple. I should be excited right but I'm not. Having more dreams. More nightmares more blackouts I'm not even telling my mom crazy right. My blackouts only last for like ten seconds or ten minutes the most part I'm pretty sure if I tell my mom about anymore blackouts more shit that's going on in my life, I'm positive I'll go back to my planet where I have no friends nothing but pain and suffering I might as well be a fucking black hole. Phoenix knocking on the door of my house my mom lets him in.

"Phoenix she's in her room be my guest if you can go up there." Phoenix walks in while I'm changing.

" Phoenix what the hell?" I'm startled. He looking at me up and down. Finally he speaks.

" Why do you have so many scars on your body?"

"I don't know I always had them." I'm nervous he walking closer and closer like last time. He kissed me. His lips were so soft and tender. The kisses begin to travel from my lips to my breast. Phoenix gently picks me up off the ground and gently pins me against the bed. My body is getting all hot and bothered. His lips feel so good against my skin. I began to remove his shirt when my mother walks in yelling. "All hell no. Phoenix get your ass out and go down stairs." She's furious. He walks down stairs put on his shirt.

" Moon what the hell is the matter with you? Having sex is not a good thing right now. Blackouts and shit do you want to die or go back to Mars. They will take you away from me. Hell what would your dad think? Moon....."  I cut her off from finishing her sentence. " he's dead he's not coming back why the hell you care what I do anyway?" I put me my shirt on and begin to walk away. She instantly grabs my arm.

" Where the hell do you think your going. You might as well be your damn father." She let me go. I run downstairs wrap my breakfast and gets on Phoenix's motorcycle and we ride to school.

I'm in the gym with Mia and Phoenix we are all laughing sitting on the bleachers. Olivia comes in to the gym screaming at me
" Moon I'm about to beat your ass. For dating my ex." She walks to the top of the bleachers, Olivia pushed me down the bleachers. Just out of no where my eyes turned so red  I punched a hole in the gym floor just a small one were you can put a plant in it, it was crazy. I don't know what happened I lost control I jumped from the gym floor back to the top of the bleachers. I pushed her, she flew and hit her head on the basketball court and instantly she was out cold. People screaming and running out the gym, i walked into the school parking lot, pick up someone's car and threw it directly at the school gate. I ran to the nearest park captured in a storm. Leaping into a lake trying to kill myself. Water froze instantly
my eyes are still red they was the only light I could see outside of the lake. In my mind I'm thinking what's happening to me.