Important plz read part of it some of it is vent though but I'll put a ... when it turn to a vent, but it does explain somethings. But there is a one shot underneath.
Hi everyone FrostFlake here I just want to say thank you for all the support you have given and I also can't believe we have 3K reads! I'm so thankful for all of your support. I also want to take the time to apologise for not posting as often. I was working on a request and I struggled to do it cause I wanted to make it long, so it might come in parts.
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Finally, I want to give an explanation why I'm struggling to post is due to the fact I'm trying to recover after the fact that I have been suffering from depression for about 2 years and this being a relapse of something I have when I was 11. I have finally beginning to break away from the cycle. I'm beginning to feel better. I am returning, but just know that I might disappear for a week or two maybe cause I'm still recovering. I know that it may never leave me, but I have reached out to some friends about it and get some help. Thank you for listening NOW ONTO THE ONESHOT!
Surprise one-shot is Rhys x Asch (I kinda ship it okay)
Dear Diary,(Rhys and dis takes place before Ava goes into da boi's place)
Today was very... strange. I had received a ton of what you would say acts of affection from out of all people Asch, as I have confessed to you before. I just kinda feel things for both parties, but it had never been as such sexual as other Deamos base their relationship upon of (I'm sorry idk why I like the idea that Rhys might be ace bi romantic)
Back to the point, it was strange due to the fact that Asch is just not the type to be affectionate. I haven't seen him make any romantic gestures before today apart from between Ava and him, but even so this drifts off the idea of love to being about marriage and power. The most romantic thing he has done with Ava was spend the night in Ava's bedroom (doing WHaT rhYsSSs?! WE nEed DeETS!!! Also like I kniw this is out of contexts but my mouth is kinda bleeding from eating a not so ripen kiwi). What confuses me more so if that after that night he had started "flirting" with me!
It stated out simple yet unexpected like "You look nice today Rhys" till the end of the day where he was hugging me whilst I cook. I was too flustered to stot him, so I did nothing and enjoyed it! Luckily, we were alone and had no questioning about it, which would've made it much worse for me tight now. Now though I am left with.... Confusion and in need for more of his touch...
I report again tomorrow once I collect more of my thoughts and see where this takes us.
Dear Diary,
Today me and Asch got closer from our Deamos society ideals breaking away from each other. His acts of affection towards me has been becoming more frequent, whilst becoming more secretly from our other knights. Like if he was ashamed of it. I do feel ashamed, but at the same time it felt right and everything I yearned my entire life.
Asch had begun to sneak in a quick hand hold or cuddling me more when we have the chance to sneak to our quarters.
I do believe that there has always been something between us that we had ignored, but knew. I do feel comfortable to express this as its suppose to be that I like him. I like Asch.
I'll report again tomorrow.
Dear Diary,
Asch had confirmed his affection today towards me. We had been left completely alone at a festival Ava had taken us to when she got better from her illness. He had admitted it after I had gotten mad at him and Noi. I yelled at him and questioned him about it. He than snapped and confessed to liking me. Before I got to reply he ran off. I chased after him about to freeze his feet when we ran into everyone with Ava's friend Lorelai saw me charging up. I feel like a fool.
Fortunately, it was resolved unlike me and Asch's relationship ;-;.
Dear Diary,
Asch is now my husbando. (I wanted a goofy ending okay ;-;)
