I hate & love you.

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SARA'S POV
I woke up feeling so much better. I entered my bathroom and stripped my clothes to take a nice warm shower. I looked at my arm and saw that the cuts were still there. They were bad. I turned on the hot water and felt it run down my body. I scrubbed my body and washed my hair.
After I was finished I wrapped a towel around my body and my head. I went to my closet and picked out what I was going to where today. I decided I wanted a break. I wanted a vacation. With jack. I put on my nude bikini on and then over that, I put on my pink flower dress and some combat boots. I dried my hair with the blow drier and straightened it a little. After I was satisfied with my outfit, I started with my makeup.
I started with the bass coat, then concealer, and then powder. I added some blush to my cheeks and then added a thin line of eyeliner on my eyelids. Finally, I put on some mascara. I put on some perfume and I was ready.
I grabbed my bag and phone and headed downstairs.
"Hey jack." I said while grabbing the car keys.
"Hey sunshine." He said walking over to me and pecking my lips.
"Where you going?" He asked.
"WE are going to the beach." I smiled.
"We?" He asked.
"Yes. Go put your swim trunks on and a tank top." I said.
"Okay then." She said running up the stairs."
I waited and a few minutes later he came down the stairs with his ray bands on. "Ready?" I ask.
"Yeah, let's go have some fun!" He said running out the door.
We got in the jeep and started driving. We put the song, BO$$ by fifth harmony and Jammed out to it.
"EVERYDAY IS PAY DAY SWIPE MY CARD AND I DO THE NAE NAE!" Jack Said while doing the nae nae.
I laughed.
I got a picture of me and jack in the car and posted it on Twitter. The caption said, "beach bound with the bae."
The next song that came on was tides. It was one of jacks and JJ's songs.
"OUR SONG IS ON THE RADIO!! HOLD SHIT!! CALL JJ NOW!" He yelled.
I dialed JJ's number and once he answered jack yelled, "TIDES IS ON THE RADIO! LISTEN!" And he turned up the volume.
I could hear JJ's excitement.
Jack and JJ were talking for a while and I decided to take a nap.
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Jack woke me up and told me were here. I took my seat belt off and got out of the car. I stretched my whole body very good.
"Here we are, Malibu beach." Jack said.
I smiled and looked at the ocean that was right in front of us. I grabbed our beach bag and we headed over to the sand.
Once we found a spot to sit, we laid out our beach towels and chairs and relaxed. Jack sat on the chair and played with his phone while I laid on my towel tanning. I felt myself fall asleep until a big splash hit my face.
"JACK!" I yelled. He had a small bucket filled with water from the ocean.
"Oh it's on." I said with a smirk.
I ran all the way to the shore and I could see jack from where I was standing and he was ripping off his shirt. I saw him run at me quick and I couldn't help myself from running. I ran into the water and it was hella cold.
Jack picked me up and I was now hanging off his back.
"Jack put me down!" I laughed.
"If you say so." He said and dropped me into the water slowly yet harshly.
I came up the surface and splashed water on him. And he did the same. I ran out of the water and he just chased me on the shore. I finally fell to the ground and he was on top of me. I started into is beautiful chocolate brown eyes and pressed my lips onto his. I loved him. And no one else in the worlds just him.
He let go and had a confused look on his face.
"Babe what's wrong?" I asked.
He was looking at something. I just don't know what. He stood up. And had a sad look on his face.
I stood up as well.
"Babe what's wrong?" I asked.
He roughly grabbed my arm and looked at the cuts. He squeezed my arm tight.
"OW JACK YOUR HURTING ME!" I said.
"Don't you think you've hurt yourself enough?" He said and roughly let go of my arm and walked away.
"Jack wait." I said.
He ignored.
"Jack let me explain!" I raised me voice.
"What's their to explain. I mean you already want to die. And your trying to. Might as well just kill yourself in front of me." He said.
"Jack.. It was one time.. I was depressed..." I said.
"That's is no reason for you to try and kill yourself! Shut up, and if I see you do that again I will kill you!" He yelled.
I cannot believe what I just heard. I come to the beach for some relaxation and this is what happens. Like I said before, everywhere I go theirs always drama.
"I HATE YOU!" I yelled and pushed him out of my way.
"Well I love you. And I don't want to see you hurt like that!" He yelled back.
I just looked at him, and walked away..
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