Mha sibling scenarios

Y/N bakugou

Warning: self harm

Another day. Another day at U.A. And a day to take my pills. I have serious depprison. Who caused it?well that's easy. It was katsu. My older brother.
How did he cause it. By making my best friend Izuku Midoriya stab himself. His last words where " Hope to see you in my next life KACCHAN and n/n". Ever since his suicide I have been taking happy pills. Aka drugs. They do help. I haven't told anyone about it. Or about the scars on my arms. Heh. I'm at school right now. Hanging with the Bakusquad. I quickly take my drug. I thought no one saw. But I was wrong. " HEY Y/N! Do you have lollies? CAN I HAVE ONE?" Kirishima asked. "No...... there not lollies....." Everyone was shocked. Even katsu. He has never heard me speak after you know what. I haven't talked to anyone at U.A aswell. But now I have to tell them what it really is." What is it then n/n" Katsu asked me. " Happy pills." Bakugou was full of anger. "WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE THOSE!" He yelled at Me. " BECAUSE OF YOU!"Tears rolled down my face. "WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?!"" YOU MADE IZU COMMUTE SUICIDE!"" HE WAS WORTHLESS ANYWAYS!"" NO HE WASN'T"" HE DESVERED TO DIE!" I never told anyone but. Me and Izu were dating. " That means I do to" I said to katsu. " WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WITH HIM?!"" Yes I do........ " with out saying a word I stayed my self inform of everyone. " Now add two to your list of how many people y-y-you m*gags* made commit sui-" Was my last words before everything was pitch black. Silence. Nothing in sight. " Y/N" I heard a fimilar voice say." Izu. Is that you?"" You have to live your life""wha-" all of a sudden I woke up." WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CUT!" My brother yelled at me. I just looked at him. With no emotion. " Because. Of. You." I said. His face was pale. He started to cry. I just looked at him with no emotion still." Please forgive me"" I don't need your pitty.  I will never forgive you for what you did."