catching feelings

part 8: confesion gone wrong?

-you guys walk to the beach house and get changed into night clothes
me: btw everyone everyone make yourself at home
everyone: okay

this is what you wear-

this is what he wears
he just wears sweatpants

-there's two beds you and josh get one and rayleigh and anthony get one y'all watch a movie and go to sleep
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in the morning
-josh is making eggs pancakes and bacon and he wakes u up
josh: wake up sunshine u said to make myself at home so i made everybody breakfast
me: aww thankyou!

-everybody gets up and eats breakfast
-y'all get done eating and decide to go to the mall.
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-y'all get to the mall
-y'all go inside luis vuitton and you see a purse u really like
me: i really like this purse but its way to expensive
josh: let me buy it for u
me: no i can't let u do that
josh no it's fine u deserve it
me: i feel so bad
josh: it's fine i'm gonna buy it

- he buys u the purse and y'all go to a few other places and then y'all are on your way home.
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fast forward about 3 weeks
-it's been a few weeks and u are josh have been hanging out y'all are closer then ever and everything's going fine
-josh was at his house with his family and u decide that ur gonna tell him ur in love with him

my pov: so i'm finally gonna tell him that i'm in love with him he's at his parents house so i'm gonna go there i'm tell him i can't wait!
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-your on your way to joshes house and u finally get there ur so excited u jump out of the car and go run to his room u open the door and u see him and a girl sitting on his bed
me: hey josh i have to tell u-
me: omg omg omg wtf josh nevermind i'm leaving
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u run out and josh starts to chase u and he says "come back it's not what it looks like"
ur heartbroken u drive away
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u go back to the beach house and anthony and rayleigh are there they see u crying and ask u what's wrong u don't say anything and u run upstairs and slam the door and cry.

your pov: this is why i can't be happy every time i am happy in a quick second it all disappears and the cycle starts over again i can't believe josh would do that he seemed like he was the perfect boy but ig not like what's so bad about me why do i always have to get cheated on i'm tired of not being everyone's first choice and getting played i'm done with love.
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- you sit in your room and cry for over 3 hours
rayleigh knocks on ur door so she can talk to u and ask what happened, since she's your best friend u let her in she sits next to u and hugs u and asked what happened?
rayleigh: hey alissa what happened?
me: josh
rayleigh: omg! what did he do!
me: so i went to his house to tell him that i have feelings for him and when i see him he's with a girl sitting on his bed.
rayleigh: omg hey i'm right here i will help u get through this.

- y'all talk for an hour and rayleigh says she will brb she's gonna go get something from the store.
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about an hour later
rayleigh comes back and hands u this

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