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this is going to be very difficult for me to write...

hi, my name is zoë and I'm mia's older sister.

I don't think that I'll even be able to beat around the bush with this , but she committed suicide...

we found her in her room,an overdose of really strong pain killers.

wow.

this is so much harder than i thought that it would be.

I'm really sorry.

this must hurt you guys as much as it hurts me

she wrote me a letter telling me to do this, because that is just the type if person that she was.

I honestly don't know why this happend ...for a minute she looked content and happy, but I guess she was just really ,really good at hiding her pain.

she was in a really happy and health relationship with roux, he made her so, so , so happy , because she would come home from spending a day with him and and she could not shut up about how amazing he is.

masha, in her letter she told me that i should tell you that she and roux had their first kiss and it felt amazing, "exactly as they describe it in the books" she said.

they were always together and he has been going through a lot. he misses her so much and I know for a fact that he truly loved my little sis with his whole heart. His parents have also been really supporting us and they were also crazy about her.

their love was like a fairytale, they started as best friends and ended up together at the end, and i was so happy for her, because i know how much she wanted him.

gosh, i miss her so much, my sister meant so much to me and it is so hard without her here

i just wanted to tell you all, because that is what she requested.

I don't think that i was supposed to find out about her reading shawn mendes fan fics, but now she's not even here for me to tease her about it :(

and i just wanted to give all of you a special thanks for the endless amount of support that you gave my sister, you guys kept her going.

maryfraiman_ , itsdenni ,ScaryAiry89 , pumpkinspiciest , PerfectlyImperfect89 , blxxdrxse , myllizzle & sweeetcupoftea

she told me to give you guys a shout out because you guys made everything worthwhile ❤️

flamingshawn ,JustAYoungLover & mendesfeelings

she loved the stories that all of you wrote and she said that it meant so much to her ❤️

I don't really know what else to say and I apologize for that.

i think i will just leave this here for now, just ask any questions and i will try my best to answer.

the last words she wrote in the letter for all of you were "i love you guys with all my heart, thank you so much, for everything"

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