𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

can i call you tonight?

ethans pov:

i lay in my bed, thinking
where's he at now?
why am i feeling these things?
when i barely even know him
i go to high school with him for fucks sake
i never talk to him cause ya know, he's one of those popular jocks
he's always staring at me though
i get up to turn my fan on and the power is out, ugh
i mean he knows my number because of my friend ashley
she was an ass
maybe i should text him
i have his number, you already know how that happened
ethans text:
hey

uh hey?

it's me ethan, yk ashley's friend?

oh yeah, how are you?

i'm okay, my powers out though

oh that sucks bro

yeah ig so but can i call you tonight?
(i'm trying to make up my mind about i how feel)

sure

(the phone rings and i think, could he tell me what's real? I hear his voice on the phone, Now I'm no longer alone, Just how I feel, Could he tell me what's real anymore? Cause I wouldn't know. Voice so low, Sneaking around, so it goes. I always try my best to listen, Picking up things that I can fidget Circle speed. Paxing around, watching my feet, Batteries drain, I get the memo)

"I think that might have to let you go"

an: this is deeply inspired by dayglow's song can i call you tonight?
i stole some lyrics but most of it is my oneshot concept