I hate to love you (Lou x reader)

break up

Aurora pov

So these days I stayed at home to rest while Lou goes to work.

Of course Lou also took good care of me, bringing food for me, feeding me even though I can do it by myself...

He is just so sweet!

After I was better... I sneaked out one day to see how are things going on in the institute and I find some very SHOCKING NEWS.

While I was walking, trying to avoid Lou catching me sneaking around...

There's a huge crowd and I wander what's happening so I went closer to have a better look and I saw....

Ox?

And Lou!!! Shit!

Lou forces Ox to tell Moxy and the others the truth....

I was there listening... my hands covered my mouth.

I can't believe it....

REJECTS! NO!

Lou and Ox...

WAIT! How does Lou knows about uglyville?

This is so messed up!

"Oh Moxy, that's what I have been trying to protect you from, but I realised you need to hear it from your oldest friend. You don't belong to the Big World, you don't belong anywhere, you shouldn't even exist."

OK NOW THAT'S HARSH!!!

WTF! I don't even know Lou treats them like this! Has he been treating my friends terribly behind my back!

I was so heart broken...

I thought he changed...

Lou has been good to me all the time but he's been treating the my friends poorly...

"Moxy, I am so sorry I lied" Ox apologized.

"So there is no big world for us... no kid waiting.... l am so sorry everyone... l shouldn't-" Moxy ran away crying.

"Moxy! Wait!" Ox cried.

Moxy....

"Now Ox, I am a totally magnanimous guy so l will tell you what, go back to uglyville, live your ugly little lifes and if you come back here, it's recycling, for everyone." Lou said.

They turned back as they're ready to leave.

I can't watched in the shadows anymore.

"Ox! Wait! I am going back with you!" I walked up to them.

Lou looked shocked.

Pfft! Asshole!

"Aurora..." Ox looked back at Lou and saw him giving him a mad and distasteful look.

His forcing Ox to say no! That BASTARD!

"No Aurora, you should stay here. You belong here in the first place. Don't worry about us..." and that he turn around and starting to walk away.

NO! NO! NO! Uglyville is my home too....

As I wanted to run after them, Lou grasped my hand firmly and refuse to let go.

I struggled.

"Let me go! You-"

"Ox is right! This is your home now! You belong here, belong with me! And what are you doing out here! Your body-"

"I'm fine! I can't believe you! You- you jerk!" I shout at him and everyone gasped.

"What did just you call me?" Lou asked but his faced look stern.

"A jerk! Which is what you are! You have been treating my friends poorly behind my back!!! I HATE YOU! YOU JER-"

He slapped me.

"Control that attitude of yours! It's imperfect and imperfect dolls don't get to go to the Big World-" I didn't listen after that

He slapped me....

HE SLAPPED ME! AND TELL ME TO CONTROL MY ATTITUDE!

I stepped on his foot and as he loosen his grip, I took the opportunity to slip my hand out.

"You are really such a jerk! You treat my friends poorly behind my back! And! And!"

I cried.

"I thought you changed. But I guess I was wrong... And forget about the Big World, I was thinking of staying by your side forever... but now! We're over! You hear me! You see this-" I pointed at the bracelet he gave me when he confessed to me.

I took it off and threw it at him.

"Keep it! Burn it! Do whatever you want with it cause we're over!" I shouted and ran back to the house.

I went up to his bedroom, packed my belongings and left.

I DON'T WANT TO FACE HIM ANYMORE!

I AM DONE WITH HIM! FOREVER!

Ok! Where do I stay....

Mandy!

Yeah! I can stay at her house for a while...

I pulled my luggage and went over to Mandy's house.

Fortunately, she let me stay at her house. Mandy is a good friend. She even make hot chocolate for me and silently listen to my complaint about...Ugh!

EVEN SAYING HIS NAME MAKES ME WANNA GAG!!!

"You've been through alot tonight. You should get some sleep, it's getting late. Besides, you'll feel much more better tomorrow." She said.

I sighed. " Yeah... maybe... I hoped. I don't know how Moxy and the others are doing? I'm sure they're holding up as terribly as I am."

"Well... Don't ever tell anyone that actually, I am going to uglyville tomorrow." She exclaimed.

WAIT what!

"Take me with you!" 

"No Aurora. You need some time alone and figure things out between you and Lou. Don't worry, everything's gonna be fine... I will talk to her tomorrow."

I sighed. She's right. I can trust her. right now I need to-

"Wait! What do you mean figure things out with him? I told you we're over"

"Well... despite everything that's happened today... do you still love him?"

"No! What makes you say that?"

"Because it sounds like you still do."

"What! NO! I am going to bed!" I stood up and walked away.

I lied down on the bed, thinking....

Do I still love him?

What l am feeling now is...

HEART BROKEN!

Mandy is right... I should get some sleep...

But in the end, I ended up thinking about Lou and cried the whole night.