TONIGHT

Chapter One

"No"

"Please, just one picture. With clothes on" he sent

"No Thomas, N O" I wrote back angrily

"Come on you love me"

"You have a fucking girlfriend" now I was over the edge.

"I know, I'm not cheating on her, I just want picture. If u don't send me, i will block you"

"Too late, I already did" I send, and immediately block him.

I have been in Love with him for 3 years I know, but I'm still me. Not a slut. He doesn't like me or anything he is just a horny teenage boy. I checked the time to see it's already 9 am and wow, I'm still not tired. So I watched some YouTube videos of my favourite band, One Direction. I saw the "where we are» tour video. I know EVERY single line. I love it, i love them. But now, ever since ZAYN left the band in 25/3/2015 I feel like the band have fallen apart. I love them still and always will, and I support them and their solo careers. In about 5 days Liam will be releasing his first album "lp1", in about 12 days Harry will release his second, "Fine Line" and in 2 months Louis will be releasing his first album "Walls". Niall is hinting that the album will drop
Soon, he has a tour now for the new album so I suspect it will drop any minute now. ZAYN on the other hand, he has dropped already two amazing albums. My favourite though has to be "Icarus Falls" I just love that album so much!!!

Anyway, enough of my fan side. I am a 17 year old girl. I have family issues and my family is quite religious. So, I don't have a boyfriend, I will have an arranged marriage, though I don't I care as long as the person is nice and responsible and of course respectful. My family hate the idea of me being a fan of 5 men. They can't do anything about it though because they didn't stop it when it first started 9 years ago. I wanna grow up to be a bioengineer, my parents wants me to be a doctor but no way in hell I will succeed. My grades are far to low. I just tell them what I always do, sure sure.

Next week is Zayn's concert that I will be attending as VIP! YEAH YOU HEARD ME! V. I. P! Which means that I will get to MEET HIM. I don't know what to say to him, or what to do. I know for a fact that I will by crying.. hysterically. But I DONT CARE! I HAVE LOVED HIM UNCONDITIONALLY FOR YEARS!
I'm not gonna go alone. My best friend, Samantha will be joining me. I love her, she is amazing. Though she don't love the boys as much as I do, so I pressured her (very hard) to come. And she finally gave in. NOW WE BOTH GET TO MEET MY MAN.

Finally it here, the day I have been waiting for. The day before I meet him.

"Do you have everything?" My mom asked looking around to see if there's something I forgot.

"Yes mom" I said for the gazillionth time.

"Are you sure? I don't want you needing something you don't have with you" my mom said, looking at me with her worried eyes.
My mom doesn't approve of me sleeping outside. Like even now. I have to sleep in a hotel with Samantha, my dad and my sister. Sam (what I usually call her) and I are staying together and so is my dad and my sister. I was so anxious when we arrived to the hotel after 3 hours of driving. I didn't want to eat I didn't want to do anything but sleep so tomorrow will arrive faster.

Eventually, the hunger got bigger and I couldn't ignore. I woke up from my sleep and frowned. I don't want to wake up until it was time to meet him.
I got off the bed and looked at Samantha sleeping peacefully. I sighed and walked over to my bag and reached for my big ass "ZAYN" hoodie. (Picture above). I was wearing short shorts and sports bra so I could go out with that. Speaking of which, where can I get food at .... I reached out for my phone to see what time it is. Of course, it was only 1 am. God is torturing me.