I Mean It

Him.

-You look super hot!
-Pssshhhh girl, you look hot!
I say as I look at my make up and a little black dress that snugs my whole body and stops an inch above my finger tips.
-Are you ready to go?! We are going to have sooo much fun tonight! Maybe we can meet the rappers!!! How fucking cool would that be?!
Maegan says frantically looking for her bag and ID.
-Yep! I'm ready! I know right?! Maybe we can get back stage passes!! Let's go early and hang out and maybe we could hang out with the rappers before the concert starts!
Maegan and I run down stairs and shove our feet into our heels and leave her house and head out to the bar.
- ID's band tickets ladies. Then you can go in.
We both flash the bouncer our ID's and tickets and we enter the bar. It's not as packed as expected. It is an hour early before though.
Maegan calls for the bar tender to get us some beers going and we sit at the bar and drink and laugh! As the crowd starts flowing in we listen to the rappers perform and dance and rap with them. Then I have to go to the bathroom and I leave Maegan's and I go.
There's no one in the bath room. I call Harmon to let him no how things are going.
-Hey babe! I'm sorry I haven't had a chance to call you! I've been slammed with work and you know my dad is.
-It's fine, I'm happy everything is going good though.
-Yeah me too, but look hon I gotta get back at this so I'm not here all night, I love you, I'll be home no later than 12.
-Okay, I'll see you later. Love you too. Bye.
That's how that goes. He won't be home at 12. I'll be lucky if he's home by 3am. I touch up my make up and I look at myself all over to make sure I don't have something on me or my dress and then I open the door and I get half way down the hallway and I drop my purse. Stuff goes everywhere. Great. So I start clumsily picking stuff up and then all of a sudden there's a pair of hands helping me.
-Oh thank you. I'm so clumsy.
-No problem. Here's your lipstick.
I look up and it's the guy from the stage.
Black hair slicked back with a single strand of hair out of its mold, black leather jacket. White tee. Black pants.
Dark brown eyes. I fumble trying to grab the lipstick from his hand.
-Hey. You're one of the guys who rapped to night, right?
-Yeah. I am haha.
-I'm sorry you're going to kill me, but what's you're rapper name? I'm a little drunk. I giggle under my breath.
-G-Eazy haha. It's fine.
He stands up, tall. Slender. He's body seems inviting. It's like his embrace is calling for me.
-I'm Elyssa. Elyssa Grey.
I smile as his deep eyes stare into mine and send a chill up my back.
-I'm Gerald. Gerald Gillium. Nice to meet you.
He reached for my hand and gripped it tightly, not hard or hurtful, but firm. His hand was warm against mine.
Somehow I got closer to him and he welcomed me with his hand around my lower back and proceeded to pull my body closer. We are less than an inch away from each other and then he slowly pressed his mouth against mine. His hands slide down onto my ass and he gently squeezes and then he rubs up my back and back down. He starts slowly kissing my neck all over. He gently pulls the front of my dress down a little and kisses on my chest. Then his kisses return to my mouth. Kisses one after another and another and then with tongue, just a few times and then he pulls away.
-Come with me.
-Where?! I can't just leave my friend here?!
-Then give me your phone.
There it is. Gerald. Why did he do that? Why does he want me to have his number?
-Call me in the morning.
He walks away and I slouch against the wall.
Did that really just happen? A warmth spreads inside of my body. I think about the way he touched my body. The way his mouth tastes like Jack Daniels gives me chills.
Harmon. Oh my god no. Why did I let him do that.. I need to find Maegan.

-Maegan!!
I yell as I run up to her.
-Hey what's wrong?
She had seen the panic and urgency in my eyes. She held my hand. The hand Gerald held.
-I met one of the rappers. I met G-Eazy.
-WHAT?! Lie again!
-No! I'm being serious!! I did! I was coming out of the bathroom and I dropped all of my stuff and he helped me pick it up. Then...
-THEN WHAT?!
- You're not going to believe me. He kissed me like really really kissed me. With tongue. He had his hands all over me.
-Stop lying! There's no wa-
I interrupted.
-I'm not I swear! I have his phone number and everything. He wanted me to come with him.
-Wait. Wait. Wait. You have his number?! Elyssa, what about Harmon!?
-That's why I came running over here and didn't go with him. He called me right before all of that happened.
-Oh my god. This is bad. Elyssa you cannot talk to him.
-But why? I mean. I know. I mean... *sighs*
-ELYSSA! No! You can't.
- It didn't mean anything. It just kind of happened you know. I love Harmon. He just kind of came onto me. It was like all in the moment you know?
-Let's just go, come on.
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