first times are heart throbs

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                   Here I lie in ruins. Attempting to get a grasp of you from where you took me so long ago. I laid against the rough bark, staring up at a shallow sky. The same tree that you pinned me against, stared into my eyes, and kissed me like no one  ever has before.

      I don't like counting the years, but has it been two now..? You've fucked me up in a way that I never have been before. Now you're off with that lady next door fucking her senseless in Vegas.

      I'm not sure if thinking of you still is just small thoughts, or an unhealthy obsession. You charmed everyone around you, and I bet there's others thinking of your erratic beauty still. Ya, I'm nobody to you and there is no happy ending to my story. Of course, people like you deserve the world. That is why you got to experience so much, and I got this.

      A memory of someone who's so much more than I'll ever know.

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