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We All Experience Things In Life That Changes Our Mentality Drastically .....  To The Point Where We Accept The Disturbance And Move On With Our Lives. Maybe It's Time For Us To Sit Back And Think Again....



maria desha
                   
           I Was Born Maria Desha Jonson. I Had Countless Of Bad Relationships And Miscommunication Damn There My Whole Life. First It Was My Dad.... Then After That... I Guess I Just Accepted The Treatment Guys Gave Me From Then On. Of Course My Momma Wasn't A Big Fan Of The Things I Did, But Eventually She Came To The Terms That I'm Growing Up And Maybe I Need To Bump My Head A Few Times To See It Ain't Love In The World. I Graduated High School. I Graduated College. I'm Becoming The Dream Occupant I've Always Wanted To Be..... Why Was I So Caught Up In Shitty Relationships And Lies You Ask? Well.... Let Me Tell You Why. How. And When It All Started.

It All Started In High School..... When I Was Just A Puppy To This Love Thing. The Stability. And Comfort. I Was Longing For It All For So Long. In My Sophomore Year, I Met A Guy Named Jay. Jay Was 5'9, Dark-skinned, Played Football, Basketball, And He Had The Most Amazing Body. Jay And I Shared The Same Class For Months And I Never Noticed Him Or Even Saw Him In Class. School Year Is Almost Over, April Comes Around, And Jay Decides He Wants To Make A Move. I'm Hesitant And Cautious Because Prior To That, I Was In A Toxic, Abusive Relationship With This Girl Named Raven. So He Didn't Stop Until He Got An Answer Out Of Me. I Ended Up Saying Yes To Dating Him.... Not Knowing He Was Gonna Break My Heart Into Multiple Pieces Later On In Our Relationship.

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