Together,Forever?

Chapter 1

Clyde Hill,

Some unusual rainy in the last week of summer.....

Samantha:

I checked the time on the clock beside my bed,its 5.34.I rolled to my right,counting how many times I saw the time last night,and its almost 7 times I checked.Another sleepless night passed.

I saw the sky getting clear off the darkness slowly.The blue started taking its place,kicking out the black.Its bright now,I can see tiny glow filling the room.I sat up looking out,hugging the small pillow tightly to my chest.When I was kid,I used to drift to sleep quickly once I hug something,but it isn't happening now.

I heard some saying that a day reminds of life.Like the morning after night,light after darkness,happiness after grieve,pleasure after pain...but I don't get why they are comparing,since the day and night has specific limits when to appear,but how about life,is there any limit for happy days and depressed days?Of course not.

I am not actually waiting for the days filled with pleasure,but sometimes,I wish this hopeless life to get a full stop.Though,me myself wished for this lonliness,I don't have such strength to survive it.The gloom around me is suffocating sometimes that I feel some miracle to happen to eliminate it.But the question is Am I really ready to move on,I don't know.

I unwind the blanket around me,standing up,I walked to the window.I opened the blinds wide,the sky revealed more.The rainy clouds which spread across it,went down today,but I can still feel their presence.The early morning sky should be pleasant,but I don't see any charm,I felt its just plain.

The house filled with silence.The silence,which reminded me my lonliness.I had been alone since 2 years.I should get habituated to it by now,but I can't.I don't know how many days it will take me to understand that I have to live this life this way,without any one.Lonliness kills mentally.

My life used to be different,when I am living in Canada with Garyson's.Though,I am adopted,Tom and Mary treated me like their own daughter.They already had twin sons,but Mary wanted a daughter.But some health issues stopped her having another kid.She decided to adopt me,though I am year elder than her kids.Like every mother on earth,She is the best in looking after her children.

When I was adopted,I used to miss my father,but the love from Garyson's made me forget about my biological parents.Brian and Brett,Mary's kids considered me as their own sister.At some stage of my life,There is no thing in the world made me sad.I felt over whelmed loving with Garysons and my friends,school,grades..everything is good.

But Tom's sudden death changed few things in family.Mary who never involved in business,have to take responsibilities,which is definitely a great burden for her.I saw how she struggled to keep the business and house,family.The love she showed me at those difficult times,I'd never forget that.She cared for me more than her sons.Thats when the problems started seeing me.

My brothers stopped looking me as their family.They hated me,started torturing me with their words.Thats the time,when I depressed mentally.At first I don't understand why they are hating me.But I came to know,every kid needs their mother and Mary's free time is almost spent with me.

I didn't tell Mary anything about her sons,and I don't know why,I just didn't.Taking my silence as granted,they continued me harassing.They warned me to leave the house without knowing their mom.

But I stayed there,baring all their threats,because of Mary and-and Asher...

A tear slipped from my eye.My heart still beats fast when I think about him--us.I missed him every day,every minute.

A beep from my phone brought me back to reality.I sat on bed,took my mobile.Its a text from Sasha,my best friend,the one who helped me to ran away from Canada.