Dangling Off The Edge

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This chapter is basically just the first chapter but from Namjoon's point of view
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Namjoon POV
"Mrs. Jung, can I please go to the restroom?"

 "Yes you may dear but hurry back."
Damn, I really hurt him this time. Shit. I didn't think he'd take it so personally. I jump up and run after him but he's already gone. Oh well, I'm going home.

 As I'm driving across the highway I see a small figure jump up onto the ledge of the bridge. Oh, shit Jimin! No! I jump out of the car running faster than I ever have before. I wrap my arms around his waist and pull him down. Jimin starts kicking and screaming. 

"Let me fucking go! I was almost gone. No more pain, no more suffering. It was all gonna be better!" No that's not what I want. Jimin I'm so sorry. Please don't say that. I'm sorry. This is all my fault. A single tear rolled down my cheek. He crumpled into a ball in my arms.

 "Hey. It's okay you don't have to cry you know."

 "What do you even care?" Jimin screamed. "All you ever do is torment me and say cruel things constantly. You screwed everything up. I was finally gonna be free." 

I had to admit that really hurt. I felt bad. No. I felt horrible. I didn't realize how much he was really going through. I'm sorry. The two simple words that I find so hard to say. Why? why can't I just apologize? 

"Come on let's get you home."

 "NO!" He screamed clearly startling both of us. "Just leave me alone. Why can't you just fucking leave me alone?" I pick him up and carry him to my car as he starts screaming. 

"What are you doing put me down you heathen!" Even with the vile screams and protests, I feel him snuggle up to my chest and it warms my heart. 

"C'mon Pork, it's cold out here you'll get sick. I'll drive you home." I feel him shake suddenly and look down. 

"Home!?" He cries. "No, you can't take me home! my dad will yell at me and tell me what a disappointment I am! He'll hit me! He always hits me." Hearing that makes me want to cry. I hold him closer to me and carry him to my car. 

As I climb into the driver's seat it takes me a moment to realize I'm crying. I rest my head on the steering wheel and let the tears fall. I can't believe this whole time I was being an asshole to him not knowing what he was going through. I have myself for it. I hope one day he can forgive me for it. I look over at Jimin in the passenger's seat and hear him snoring lightly. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. Please forgive me."

"I Love You"~

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That was a whole ass mess but it's over now. Time for some even deeper shit. This is a warning, the next chapter is gonna be Namjoon and Jimin talking about their lives and there's a lot of really deep shit so make sure to bring some tissues.