I'm Okay

1) Same old , same old

I want the same thing I've wanted since I was 7 years old. I want to be No. 1.
-Novak Diokovic

"I-I...so-sorry". Yep this was just another day in Ravenvill. Ever since my mother died almost four years ago my dad has abused me. Right now I'm apologizing for something I probably didn't even do.

My father completely changed after my mom died. I remember when me looking like my mother was a good thing. Now when I look into his eyes all I see is disappointment, grief, but most of all anger. That leads us to nights like this one.

Where I'm backed into a wall." Damn right your sorry. Just like your fuckin ass mother". This was almost an every night thing. Him screaming I did something wrong, and me trying to apologize for whatever I did this time.

By the second year of this I started locking the twins in their room. He threw the glass bottle right above my head. The shards of glass fell onto my head." Your gonna end up just like your mother..... dead " what hurt is that he said it like it was nothing. He pinned me to the wall.

The top of the glass bottle drew blood as he ran it down my arm. I bit my lip to keep from screaming, from the pain or else the twins would start to cry.

I know what your thinking, how can no one hear this? Well my dad made sure to buy this house right In between two abandoned houses.

He raised his hand. That was the last thing I saw before I blacked out.

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I was still on the floor the next morning. It wasn't like I was expecting this all just to be a nightmare,but it was still worth a shot.

I went to the kitchen to bring Katy and Cory their day worth of food. Dad wouldn't bother them unless they came out the room.

To say I was surprised by what I saw would be an under statement. It was a woman around my dad's age. She looked around 5'6 with dirty blond hair.

Coming out the truck after her was who I assume to be her son. He carried a little brown haired boy. The mysterious boy caught my gaze and sent a wink my way. I was now the the shade of a tomato.

Why would any one want to live here? I thought.

We lived in the rundown part of town where no one want to live unless they were hiding something.

I wondered what or who they were trying to leave behind. They had no idea what they just entered was ten times worse.

I brought Katy and Cory their food which was just a box of crackers, cheese doodles, and juice.

I put on my usual attire which included a leather jacket ripped jeans and a tank top which today was white.

I kissed them both on the head and headed out. I had a bright red Mustang. I know what your thinking where did I get the money from but just because i'm abused dosen't mean I can't have a nice care ,my mother left me almost 2 million dollars in an account. I knew that wouldn't last the three of us forever so I got a few jobs.

I had just arrived on the school compound. I was surprised when I wasn't swarmed like usually. I looked to the right about three cars down was a black Mustang. I walked over to the crowd . They knew to clear a path or I would raise hell. I got to the drivers door and waited for it to open. To say i was shocked was an understatement, it was my next door neighbor.

When his grey eyes locked with my icey blue ones he pulled me to him by my waist " Nice to see you again Red". He put his head in the crook of my neck and began leaving a trail of kisses from my ear to my shoulder. "Mmmmmmm" I moaned as he hit my sweet spot, I felt him smirk against my neck.

No matter how good this felt ,I know this had to stop before he saw my scars. I pulled back and saw the student bodies eyes glued on us. I sent them my famous death glare, which made them scatter. Some brave souls watched from afar. I would deal with them latter, but right now I had only one problem and he was standing right in front of me.

"I have three problems first whats your name? Secondly what the fuck was that? Finally the 'Badass' title is already taken".

He smirked , "Okay Red,my name is Jack, secondly your bangable and no one said I can't be a bad boy and you be my bad girl."

Half way through his speech my eyes narrowed into slits."Never call me Red again unless you want your junk cut off my name is Raven.Don't you dear ever call me bangable again or so help me god and theres only room for one of us. By the way we will not match so take off your jacket" I spun on my heels and stalked away leaving no room for discussion.

I was almost half an hour late for math. "Ms.Smith would you like to tell the class why your late."As soon as he finished his statement the door bursted open. I turned around and before I could stop my self I screamed "stop following me"

"Red. I thought you loved me . Mr.Roy she was late because she was telling me how it would be her pleaser to escort to the rest of my classes, since I'm new".

"Well okay then take a seat in an empty desk". Since no one wanted to sit next to me there was one free seat on my right. One unlucky kid got stuck infront of me. My bestfriend Chase was seated to my left."So I see you have a new friend", poking me suggestively. "Well..." I draged outwhile pointing at Jack."Jack here is my new neighbor but he is not my friend." Chase muttered something but I wasn't able to catch it.