~Previously~
(Cry)
Well I
I guess it's been awhile
Since I've seen the sunshine
Since I have smiled
And me
Who's so well versed
Is feeling so damn empty
Is at a loss for words
Forgot what it's like to just feel okay
Praying for the day when there is no more rain
And I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
And I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
Well I
I hardly feel alive
I'm going through the motions
But I don't feel like trying
The hole in my heart is growing bigger by the day
Wish that I could crawl inside, hide away
You couldn't breath no matter how hard you tried. 'Am i dying? No! I Cant leave bubba! No!' You cried.
And I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
Oh and I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
Oh I'm so low
I'm almost to the bottom
Oh nowhere to go
Even my soul has left my body
Oh and I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
Oh and I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
Silently you lost consciousness and all you saw was darkness with a faint glow.....A Glow of hope with the looks of Silver hair and Red eyes.
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You thought for quite a while. What is that glow? What is it? Where did it come from? You focused on the glow and soon realized it's Bubby! You reached out for him but then you fell, you kept falling. 'Is this dying? But i am only three! I can not leave Bubby! He needs me!' You squirmed and soon opened your eyes again to see a blank hospital room. 'Where is bubba?' You asked yourself. Trying to speak you couldn't, feeling the breath mask made you want to cry.
"(Name)?" A nurse said as she entered the room. "Someone is here to see you"
When she left Gil had entered the room.
"B-bubba?" You asked quietly.
"Ja, mini awesomeness?" He looked up at you seeming scared.
"C-can Nations die??" You asked.
"Nein, only by blood loss" Gil stated.
"Then i can go home....right?" You asked quietly.
"Nein, you have to stay here until your better....." Gil shifted oddly.
"But i am (Country Name)!" You stated matter of factly.
Gil stared at you in awe and before you knew it you were back home.
~War at age 4~
"I wanna go fight!" You said holding a toy gun.
"Nein mini awesome you have to stay here with Antonio." Gil said kissing your head.
"But i dont wanna!" You cried out.
"Dont worry Gil ill watch her!" Toni said with his big smile like always.
He held you back as you cried for bubby to stay he wouldn't let you go, he wouldn't let you hug him or say goodbye........He just wouldn't......
~Sorry about timeskips but this is going to be a timeskip so DEAL WITH IT~
It had been two long years and you haven't smiled even once......No emotions.....No Pain.....No Sorrow....No Worries......Currently you were sitting in your bed after being sent there by Toni for throwing food. 'Im already six years old' you thought to yourself 'my bubby needs to be here with me......i need him' you started to cry softly as you walked over to your bedroom window and opened it climbing out silently and jumping to the ground(first floor room) You Ran.....
It seemed like you ran forever....You didn't know where you were....Slowing to a walk, 'Where am i?' You asked yourself as you looked around. War, that was all you could see....You could see them fighting and one little glow caught your eye. The glow of hope you remembered so long ago. Gilbert....Bubba! Fighting to protect his country......But he was loosing....You saw his retreat all of his people retreat.....Why? Why did Gilbert have to fall on the ground after calling his men back? He....NO!
Running out to him as fast as you could you saw a British man stand over you and your brother.
"Dont hurt him!" You screamed as you buried your face in your brother's chest.
"Ill let him live....." The British man said.
He grabbed your collar and started walking half dragging you along with him. Screaming out for Gilbert, for Bubba, to save you you reached for him and he just sat there crying again.....Crying like he did when you first called him Bubba.....It broke you you started crying and fighting and screaming but something cloth-like covered your mouth and you were soon limp in the British man's arms........darkness......No glow.....no smile.....The Silver and the Red fading into a blur, seeming a million miles away.......Never to return........
Loosing hope you relaxed in the British man's arms........Faintly and barely audible.....
"I'll never forget you Bubba...." You said in a horse whisper.
"I WILL GET YOU BACK (NAME)!!" Gil called after you.
Why did this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes....
Got no where to run....
But life goes on....
As i'm fading away...
I'm sick of this life!
I just wanna scream!
How could this happen to me?
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FanfictionA young silver haired girl wakes up and tumbles out of bed. Everyday the same thing.....Mother was dead now, and Father didn't care about the girl anymore. She cried quietly having hit her knee fairly hard on the wooden floor. No....Crying was not a...
