ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕗𝕚𝕧𝕖

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Chases POV
I was distraught when I walked into the kitchen. My heart sank the my stomach when I saw them together. Sure she's not mine but surely she's picked up some of the hints I've given. My heart absolutely shattered when I saw her kiss back. At first I thought maybe Josh just kissed her and she was gonna push him away but no, she leaned in kissing him harder but then quickly backed away and turned towards me. She looked at me locking eyes and I could tell she felt sorry, but was she really that sorry I mean she did kiss him back. I turned around and walked to the bathroom to try and calm down.

End of POV

Chase turned around around and slowly started walking away. I broke away from Josh and quickly caught up to Chase grabbing his arm and turning him around. I looked him in the eyes and could tell he was sad.
"Chase, I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that"
C- "Whatever"
He turned right back around and walked the other way going outside. I stayed right behind him on the verge of tears, he was so nice, I didn't wanna lose one of the nicest people I've met. I got in the car and tears ran down my face. My eyes burned and I got a lump in my throat. I tried to explain to Chase what happened but I couldn't find the words. After a few minutes I was finally able to say something.
"Chase, look I'm sorry, I really didn't mean that. And I don't expect you to forgive me, but I just want you to know that you are the nicest person I know and I would never try to hurt you"
C- "Y/N I just need to be alone for a little bit and think about some things ok"
Well at least I was able to get him to speak to me. We didn't talk the rest of the way there, I sat there and stared out of my window. When we got to our houses he stopped in front of mine and didn't say a word. I got out and slowly walked into my house. I went upstairs and put on a pair of sweatpants. I sat on my bed and stared at my wall. I felt like this was all my fault. I hurt Chase, he dint deserve that. I didn't even check my phone because I don't feel like dealing with the group chat right now. I curled up in a ball and cried for awhile. I dont know what I did wrong, I don't understand why Chase was so mad at me. My eyes started getting heavy so I decided I better text them now or I wouldn't do it later. I grabbed my phone and saw a billion texts from the group chat. I just quickly replied: It didn't go so well and I don't really wanna talk about it so would you guys mind not mentioning it tomorrow. I then shut off my phone and fell asleep quickly. After a long night of crying I woke up feeling like absolute trash. I had somewhat of a hangover not making the situation any better. I fell asleep before anyone replied on the group chat so I checked and to my surprise they all agreed to not talk about it. I get up and go to the bathroom to take a shower. After my hour long shower I get out and feel a little better than I did before. I put on some leggings and a hoodie and threw my hair up on a messy bun because I honestly didn't feel like trying today. I put on some mascara and lip gloss then grabbed my bag and left. I dreaded going to school so much but if I didn't make a big deal out of it maybe I could get through the day. When I showed up I saw the group standing near Ashley's car, but I didn't see Chase. I walked up to them and they quieted down.
"Sorry for killing the mood"
A- "Uh- Chase isn't gonna be here today he said he didn't feel like coming so it won't be super awkward"
P- "If you want we can all go to your house and skip today if you want to"
J- "I'm down"
A- "I can't if I did my parents would kill me but you guys go ahead"
"Thanks guys I really need a day off"
P- "Jaden ride in Y/N's car and I'll drive mine"
J- "Alright"
Jaden and I got in my car, he reached over and gave me a hug which I really needed. I laid my head on his shoulder for a minute, I held back the tears and started my car. I made my way to my house as Payton followed. When we got to the house we went up to my room and sat on my bed.
P- "So do you wanna tell us what happened or do you need more time"
"I think I can tell you"
I told them everything that happened, I tried my best not to cry but I couldn't help it. After I got down telling them Payton crawled over to me and held me. I cried into his hoodie as he held me tight in his arms. After a few minutes I stopped crying and let go.
"Crap. I'm sorry I got mascara on your hoodie"
P- "Dont worry about it's fine"
J- "If you ever need to talk to somebody you can always talk to us ok"
"Ok"
I went to the restroom and cleaned my face up so I didn't look like garbage then I went back to my room and plopped on my bed.
"I dont know what to do now, I feel like I can't fix this, I don't even know why he's mad at me"
P- "Jaden and I can talk to him for you if you want"
"Really you would do that"
J- "Of course, we're not gonna let this ship sink that fast"
I laughed at Jadens statement.
J- "Yay she smiled"
"Yeah thanks"
P- "Well if you don't mind I'm gonna go find some thing to eat because I'm starving"
J- "Ooh I'm coming with"
They ran downstairs to my kitchen and I laughed as I followed them. We watched some Netflix and ate everything in my kitchen, I then got a text from Chase saying: hey would you maybe wanna come over, so I can explain what happened?
I stared at the screen not knowing what to do, Payton leaned over and read the text.
P- "Bitch you better go over there and get your mans"
"You think I should"
J- "Duh, this ship needs to get back together"
"Alright, I'm gonna go over there, and by the way nothing is going on between us right now, I'm not even sure he likes me or if I like him"
J- "Whatever"
"Anyways can I trust you guys to be alone for a while"
P- "Well I mean we are five year olds so no but we'll try to be on out best behavior"
I laughed and walked out the door and went up to Chases. I stood in front of his door contemplating wether I should turn around or not. I built up the courage to knock. Chase quickly answered the door, he looked like he had been crying.
"Are you ok you look like you've been crying"
C- "Yeah I'm fine, come in"
I walked in and followed him to his room. I sat on his bed and fumbled with my fingers. Chase came over and sat next to me.
C- "Look, I'm sorry I flipped out yesterday. I guess I just didn't like seeing you with Josh because..."
"Because why"
C- "Because he's a player and I don't want him to hurt you"
"Thanks for looking out for me"
C- "Of course"

Chases POV

I was telling the truth, well half of the truth. Josh is a player but that's not the only reason I flipped out. I flipped out because I kinda like Y/N. Yeah I know what you're gonna say "you just met her", well yeah I did but I can't help but start falling for her. She's beautiful, funny, and just overall the best person I've ever met. I wanna wait awhile and get to know her more before asking her out and all that though. I felt bad because I know I hurt her last night. I know what it's like to be ignored and I wanted to apologize to her for that.

End of POV

I hugged gave Chase a hug, he smelled so good I could hug him forever. I didn't want to let him go, he made me feel warm and safe in his arms. I eventually let go of him, my eyes started to tear up because I was so happy he wasn't mad at me.
"Well I'm gonna go back to my house"
C- "Alright I'll  see you tomorrow"
I got up and walked back over to my house. I could see Jaden and Payton watching me through the window. Before I got up to the door Jaden and Payton were standing there waiting for me.
J- "So did you guys kiss and make up"
"No, he apologized and we hugged that's it"
P- "Aww you guys are boring"
"Shut up"

Heyy, so I was gone yesterday I had to go to a thing at my moms work 🙄. Anyways lmk if you're liking how this story is going and if you want me to add anything too it. <3

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