I will get you out of this

Its not always easy

One day, a small little happy guy was born.
He never thought, that life could be this hard.
So his life begins with a normal day like for everyone else, he got into Kindergarden, found some people he could call "Friends" but never did he now that some of them will betray him someday. So he just lived on an had a happy life. With 6 he got into school. Some of them "Friends" got into the same school and even class with him he was happy...but not for long.
His life turned dark and grey, these „Friends"
Started bullying him because the found some „cool" people and they didn't like him so the didn't like him too. It got worse and worse every single day. Until he found one person that stayed with him. So he was happy. But still it never stoped, but he thought:" they won't brake me?" But if that's not enough he got no rest not even at home, even his parents tried to brake him and they kind of succeeded.
But he didn't care anymore so why should you stay sad? So he made some new friends, some real friends. They helped him through school.
He was happy again. The same kind of situation happened just a few miles away from him. It was a lovely little lady. She was just like him, her character, humour and the confrontation with people. One day the same breaking point happened to her too...it want that easy for her...they never stoped...tried to destroy her and kept going...she wasn't happy anymore. While that it was getting good for the boy he swapped school found some new friends and some new enemies...it started all over again but he started fighting back. So he's fighting and keeping his mood up. He found 4 people that always pulled him back up and stood up for him, always listed to him when he needed someone. Even to this day they are best friends. It's now 2018 it started well and got better over time. Then summer holidays came... everything went wrong he got his first girlfriend, but I didn't last long she cheated on him...they even were good friends from his first school...for 3 years the knew each other. But that didn't matter all that matters was money and sex...they broke up and that kind of scenario happens 4 more times except someone tried to kill him. When one day he wanted to meet his girlfriend but she didn't answer and said it will take longer... suddenly a guy hung up on her phone... 20-30 minutes he was in front of his door...he had a knife and wanted to kill him but it overwhelms him all the anger he had to hold back from kindergarden...pointless bullying and problems with his parents constantly at home...he couldn't resist...broke his arm and pushed him 20 times in the face...you couldn't recognise him anymore...and he was crying, calling one his best friends. He helped him always even then. Because of those holidays he didn't want live and love anymore. He just wanted to die. One day he just thought about jumping in front of a train so he stood at the train station and saw the train...he said to himself:"JUMP!! JUST JUMP END THIS FINALLY! JUST DIE NOW!!" But he resisted and thought about these 4 friends. He would have destroyed even more then he would have been able to help himself with that so he went back home...thought about his life and what it has come...He said to himself that he will change something, any that forever! Why should you do that it makes no sense. It's 2019 he finished his school just because of those 4 people who told him to keep going! So he did. It's August now. And he did something that would make him regret everything. He help his friend because he broke up. But made it worse. The day before he shook his hand and said:"you are the most important person I have thank you for everything! We're are the best friends and nothing will ever change that!" But then he started a relationship with his ex and nearly lost him as best friend. The even broke up one week later it was August 13th when this happened. But he didn't lose him. He learned from that and lived on. It's September and then it happens he sees that girl for the first time but he didn't know that it was that girl that was just like him with nearly the same past and problems. She even spoke to him once because of his T-shirt. They are both listening to metal and it was the favourite group of them. But he was only able to say:"okay thank you?" Because he was so nervous because he likes her smile and she she looks beautiful. The next day he saw her again. They both spend time with their friends. Had fun and ran around they havens had that much fun for a long time but they didn't know each other well enough. The next day she was there with their friends, but he wasn't able to come and over and she looked for him but he didn't notice. The next day it's the 11th of September. He was at the meeting point of his friends and hoped that she would come too...she did but was crying...it broke is already destroyed little leek heart into million pieces. He didn't know what to do, so he immediately spoke to her. The both spend so much time talking about their pasts and noticed it's kind of the same. They switched numbers. Spend the next days together as long as they could. Both started to get in love for each other, but they didn't know. It's the next day the talked about relationships but the still didn't know still. The boy planed something to make her happy and ask her for a relationship. But he couldn't do it. It was the 13th of September, in that night their life has changed. He told her that her he loves her...both were kind of scared. But she said yes the both were so happy. And with that yes he promised her to help her in every situation, no matter what, he knows about her past, he will fight for them. Their favourite words are Forever and beyond.
They are already in a 3 month relationship now and they never had a better time. She was always there when he needed her. She always helps him no matter what and it the same for her, he never will leave her and she will never leave him no matter what happens they always stick together. A few years later he started to work and get some money and over time he fulfilled her every wish she has. Like living in a forests away from population. Just for themselves in a little wood house they build up themselves. With a cute little cat in their arms together In front of a furniture. And lived together till the end and even after death.

Big thanks to my 4 Friend who helped me through this till now;
Dome
Rudi
Sophie
Justin

And a big thank to my Darling I know that you will see this and I just want to say thank you so much. Thank you so much for everything. I love you.
Your Autistic Leek

Forever and beyond.