And then you left me...(Chanyeol & Baekhyun)

Confirmed

It hurts and it hurts really bad. I wonder if there are any possibles ways for me to disappear off the face of this earth. I wonder if Baekhyun would miss me? After hurting him like the other day I don't think he will.
The pain keeps on coming each second. I can't concentrate. I feel weak. I feel pathetic. Time ticked away and I still felt like crap.

"Exo's Baekhyun and Girls Generation's Taeyeon are confirmed to be dating" the headline read.

It was everywhere online. There was no escaping it. Angry delusional fans everywhere. The members weren't exactly mad, but neither happy. Especially me, I was empty. Their relationship had been confirmed and all I could do was put on a fake smile and be happy for Baekhyun, my Baekhyun.

I still wasn't in good terms with Baekhyun. He wouldn't exactly infinite me anymore, we just didn't communicate the way we used to. And the members noticed, especially Kai.

"What's up with you and Baekhyun?" He asked during our break.

"Nothing really, we just had an argument. I guess I hurt his feeling pretty bad." I said trying make the situation less important.

"He's still mad about that day? Wow, he can sure hold the grudge." He said.

"Wait, what day?" I asked.

"When you guys were acting like little girls, because you best friend didn't tell you his secret." He joked.

"You saw that? "

"Nope, but I heard it. Well we all heard it. Lets just say that we thought you guys would make up sooner, I guess Sehun just won some money" he chuckled.

"Yah! You guys bet on how long it would take us to make up!?!"

"Yeah, basically. Ahh well I hope you guys make up soon." He said and left.

I felt bad. I thought it was my fault, so I did what any other mature adult would do, apologize.

We had finished our schedules and we where going back to the dorm.

"Yah, Baekhyun!" I called out, before he went into his room. He stopped then very slowly turned around.

"Yes?" He said.

"We need to talk."

"I don't think there's anything to talk about." He said.

I went and grabbed his hand pushed him into his room and shut the door behind me.

"Hey, stop acting like that. I really mean it. I need to talk to you."

"What do you want to talk about? Huh, last time we had a conversation it was clear that you didn't approved of my relationship. What do want to say now?" He asked sounded irritated.

"I want to apologize. I want you to forgive me for acting like that. It just really pissed me off. I thought you trusted me, but that's not the point. I just want my friend back. I want to be friends again." I said.

"I was really disappointed on how you acted that time..." He lowered his head.

"Ugh I already said I'm sorry. Byun Baekhyun do you want me to bow down and kiss your feet or something??! Tell me what to do so you can forgive me!" I said

"We'll first of all you don't have to scream. And second there's nothing you can do" he said.

"Baekhyun really I don't kno---" he cut me off.

"Chanyeol shut up. Okay I forgive you. But shut up for god sakes." He yelled.

"Really, really?" I asked.

"Oh god yes. Now lets go eat something and celebrate" he said heading out the door.

"Celebrate for what" I asked following him.

"Friendship" he said.

While we celebrated I asked him to tell me all about her. I didn't want to know actually but I wanted to seem supportive of the relationship. Even though it hurt, I still listened.

He told me how she made him laugh, how she made him feel like he could do anything, how he could talk to her and never get bored.
Well I was getting bored with all the talk about her. If she weren't in the picture, I would be the one to make him laugh, I would be the one to make feel like that, and I could be the one he talked to without getting bored.

But that wasn't the case and I would have to suck it up. He just seemed so happy and if he was happy, I would try to be happy for him too. For me his feelings and priorities always were first. Seeing him talk about her lit up a small light in his dark hollow eyes. And I was more than okay with that, even though I wasn't the one who caused it.