A life as SAMCRO ( Jax teller sister story)

my past life

when i was in my old room before  jax came in  i was thinking about what if my past was different before i say more let me take you to my old life  you see as a kid i hangout with my brother and opie alot  i was thinking i was a boy  but i though i was gay boy cause i had a crush on opie but when i turned 10 i kissed him at jax 11th  birthday  opie pushed me away and said " ewwww im not gay kyle " i stopped talking  to him until i was 15  opie walked to me on the first day of my 8th grade year he said " listen i hope you still not mad at me  at your brothers birthday.........so i was wondering if you want to hang out with me at the new pizza place   " i nod and skipped school that day went to the place  we ate and talked to each other  we walked around town and we walked to the baseball field  we sitted down and he kissed me with tongue you kissed back harder  we madeout until one of teachers caught us we got sent to office my mom walked and said " what the hell did jackson do this time " as she turn her head i smiled and said " hey mom"  principal and mom and opie's mom talked and we got detention for few days  my mom drove me home yelling at me saying " what was you telling kylelynn  you was my sweet innocent girl now your the girl who  skips classes to hangout with Jax best friend and what was you guys doing on the baseball field  "  I said " we was makingout  and his name is Opie
mom "   me and her went out to celebrate my first boyfriend some reason    couple years later it's the junior prom I'm getting ready with the beautiful lavender silk dress to my knees  and  army boots with  smokey purple   lace socks that went to my knees    I walked in the dance floor and I saw my boyfriend of 3 years making out with that whore donna I walked to them and grabbed her hair and pushed her to the ground and punch her  repeat until  Jax pulled me over of her   I looked at Opie I slapped him  and I ran to the bathroom crying   and the next week he dumped me for the whore  some reason I keep the crap that he gave me as jax and opie and the whore gradated  a few months before  my senior year i hear  opie got married so i said " screw this  " i packed my shit and got a bus ticket to L.A.  and i haven't been back in years until now cause well yall know the reason i moved back here