He gave a key to his flat so that I could come in if I ever came back here and because he loves me.
I open up the door and me and him just play his favorite game on his Xbox which to me is boring but I play with him because I want to make him happy.
As we are playing Tessa starts barking and growling at me.
"Tom I think your dog hates me"
he doesn't say a word.
"Tom"
Nothing its just silent.
I get up and stand right in front of him so that he will look at me instead of the game.
"What"
"well Your dog hates me"
"No she doesn't you two are getting along so well"
"Ugh whatever"
I sit back down and we try to finish the game but she is barking and growling again at me.
"Tom"
silence.
"Tom"
he still doesn't even hear me.
"What"
"Ok every time i tell you that she hates me she stops"
"she doesn't hate you"
I sit back down but I get so mad that I get up and walk out and go for a walk.
As I am walking I start to cry.
I think to myself "I'm guessing he doesn't even notice that I'm not there"
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I hear him scream my name.
"What"
"I'm so sorry"
"Tom Holland I won't stand here and hear you say sorry for what you did"
"I know but I love you"
"You haven't said that until now so lately I thought you never really did"
"So does that mean we're over"
"Of course not Tom I love you too but It seems like every time I come back here all you wanna do is play Video games and you know what I think its boring and i only play because I want to make you happy. I want you to notice me and I don't want you to be focused on the game and I know it seems awful to say this but I want attention ok because your always doing other things and you never pay attention to me so if you love me you have to mean it"
"I do mean it and yes I know I don't always give you attention but I really do love you"
"Oh and I bet you didn't even notice I was gone"
"Ok I'm not gonna lie but yeah I didn't even notice you were gone"
"I knew it"
"I'm sorry"
"Ok Stop hear me out"
"Ok"
"I would love if you could take me out maybe to dinner or maybe we could go for a walk and lay under the stars or we could watch a movie and maybe we could go explore the world because I wanna do other things ok Video games are so boring and I don't like playing them so do other things with me"
"I will i promise"
"You do"
"Yes"
I run straight into his arms and I give him a great big hug.
"I love you"
"I love you too darling"
"You never called me that before"
"Its my new nickname for you"
"I love it Tom"
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I know have to leave London and Tom which is so hard to do.
Before I go I had to give Tom the biggest hug of all time showing how much I miss him.
"I love you Tom"
"I love you too"
I walk out the door and heads towards the Airport.
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The plane starts to take off and i hear on the speakers that we now can use technology so I take out my phone and text Tom.
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