𝙰𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙵𝙻𝙰𝚂𝙷𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺 𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃 𝙸𝚂 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝚆𝙴 𝙱𝙴𝙲𝙰𝙼𝙴 𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙼𝙾𝚁𝙴
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
It was another night and i was really going through it with having my moments
Thinking about my Dad and how much it hurts that he is not here
Later that day at the restaurant we had exchange numbers
Before heading back to the studio and going our separate ways
We would talk for hours and hours
She has been checking up on me and helping me cope with the loss of my father
Helping me to not think about it so much
But it's still hard to deal with at times
I like how she always find time to let me vent and express how i was feeling
I never had someone to do that for me
So u can imagine how it made me feel and i wasn't used to that
I was starting to feel some type of way by her doing that
Laying on the couch dazing into the ceiling thinking about a lot of things
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I was in the car with Tionne heading over to Lisa house
Tionne was supposed to be meeting with Lisa but ask me to tag along.
I don't know if Lisa would want me knowing where she stays at T?
I didn't figure Lisa for the type to let anyone know where she lived unless she trusted them.
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
I'm pretty sure Lisa wouldn't mind after all
It's not like I'm bringing an unknown stranger into her house
Plus she already knows u already by now
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
We have only been talking for weeks and that's about it
She never invited me over to her house like that
Tionne are u really sure that she doesn't mind?
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Don't worry you're pretty self about that
She won't have a problem with it
Trusted me i know Lisa a little longer than u
best believe she won't even trip
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I don't know about this Ti
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Don't sweat it
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Ok whatever u say but if she blows up u taking the blame
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Pulling up to the house putting the car in the driveway
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Getting out of the car and closing the door
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Walking up to Lisa front door knocking on it
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Stood right beside her
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Getting up going to the door then open it
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Hey Lisa
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Wassup Tionne
𝐓𝐢𝐓𝐢&𝐋𝐢𝐋𝐢
Doing our special handshake
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Standing here all nervous and what not
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Notice chilli standing there after greetings Ti
Checking her out hmmm,
Taking another drink still keeping my eyes on her
Wassup how u been?
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Good how about u how are u been holding up?
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
You already know trying to make it one day at a time
I wasn't really in the mood for an extra company looking at Tionne
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I'm sorry Ti kinda talked me into coming over here.
I didn't think u want me coming over here like that since we just met
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Lisa stop tripping u know u wanted to see chilli anyway
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Ain't nobody tripping taking another drink then lean up against the door frame come on in
I won't leave u out here like that
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Thank u, now feeling a little at ease walking inside her house
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Watching her walk inside before closing the door than locking it
We all gather around in my living and seat down
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Yo Lisa do u have some ice-cold water in here
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
You know where the water at
Make yourself at home
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Getting up don't mind if i do heading to the kitchen
Hey, u wanted some?
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
No thanks
𝐓-𝐁𝐎𝐙
Alright going back into the kitchen
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
It felt quite and i was so nervous being around Lisa and this time she has her eyes on me
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Wassup u good over there?
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Nodding my head,
Yeah rubbing my tights back and forth
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Notice that she was very nervous around me
I just seat back making sure that she really was good and not uncomfortable.
Are u sure u seem nervous over there?
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Nervous who me no i am good right now
I felt my hands begin to sweat like crazy
I immediately got butterflies inside
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
So why are u over there then
When u can come over and take a seat right next to me
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I was caught off guard by that and her eyes were so beautiful
Shoot, i didn't know what to say at first but this...
Did u want me to seat by u my eyes soften
I managed to ask her
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Nodding my head bitting lip in the process
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
A smile then appears on my face
I had gotten up then walked right over to her and seat down right next to her
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I'm kinda glad u came over
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
You are looking into her eyes
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Yeah, looking in her eyes
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Feeling more nervous
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
To be honest with u
I am still trying to handle this loss of my father
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I'm not gonna lie to u Lisa, to be honest with u,
Anyway who suffers a loss of a loved one.
Knows it's not gonna be that easy to get over
It's will take some time for u to get through this difficult time in your life
You will have your days and that's normal
No doubt you're gonna be missing him and there nothing wrong with that
That's your father Lisa and u are entitled to feel and experience how u see fits
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Nodding my head
I never had the chance to thank u
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Thanking me for what Lisa?
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
You were the one who stays on the phone with me day in and day out
Helping me deal with this so i have nothing but the most respect for u right now.
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
You don't have to thank me Lisa
I would have wanted someone to be there for me
If i had lost a loved one
𝐓𝐁𝐂...
𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄...
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓...
