Not so secret crush

Part 1

Monday, 8.30 am, seated at my desk. Feeling lethargic that today's monday. Just how the weekend went by in a flash!

But having week days have their perk. I got to see you!

Today you wear our corporate shirt with that weird bright blue color pants. (I don't know how to describe that obnoxiously striking color combinations). You are obviously a fashion terrorist!

Or not?!

How come whatever you wore looks good on you? That face tho...

Let me introduce myself. Call me Zia. A typical working office lady. Not very typical tho, I'm good with my work ;p I'm soon to be 25 in a month. Single of course. My work life is enjoyable. I'm surrounded with lots of collegues cum besties and one, only one secret crush.

Well as the title state, this is a story about my secret crush. He's the prince charming riding a white horse and I, a  character which the prince haven't even know exist. Probably know, but doesn't care enough. Sad :(

So about him..

Describing him isn't hard. Are you familiar with Do Ji Han, a Korean actor. Well his jawline, eyes, and lips are the same as him. Go google now if you're curious.

I'm not Korean and my crush isn't too. We are only citizen in one of many country in Asean. Really really amaze how he can look like one. And I'm telling you, his skin glows like that actor too. Wonder how he take cares of his skin or he is just gifted with ultimate pretty face.

I've liked him since the first day he joined the company. I'm older so I got to join the working society first (He's almost 23). It's love at first sight. Well at first it was just normal love-love because of his face. But observing him a lot has made my heart palpitating like crazy. He's definitely my type, tall white handsome and genius. He's a freaking programmer wohooo.

You see, we belong to the same department and same team. This team consist of about 20 people and by the end of each weeks, we'll have a weekly team meeting which is deadly boring and wretched to the ears. But since our seats are quiet far apart and we don't face each other, this meeting is the only time I can sit closer and secretly steal a glance at him.

Last meeting we had, he's the minutes writer. I purposely asked the other guys to leave a perfect spot for him so I can steal many glances without being obvious. Whenever he's focusing on the topic to write down the details, he looks so hot that my nose bled.

So that's it. That's how my secret crush continues for almost a year now. I never been in a relationship before and I'm 60% a timid person. I'm 100% timid when i interact with the person i like. The percentage grows even higher when he's drop dead gorgeous while me looks like unpeel potatoes.

So how was your feeling reading this first chapter of my story. Cliché and typical right? Well this is just the beginning. Because i read an inspiring quote from someone twitter today, i feel a little courage to confess. So 2 hours before i wrote this, i just follow my crush IG gahhhh. Hoping that he'll probably want to follow back. Ugh I'm so pitiful.

Let see what happen tomorrow... Goodnight :)