>> In June English Class<<
June POV
"I'm sitting in English on my laptop typing something for class but I'm too distracted so I open up a new tab which is photos and I look at all the photos I have saved on my MacBook, I clicked a file called prom and I see all the prom pictures I took with Sean and Amaya and Spike..... then I start think about prom and how much fun I had, I actually didn't want to go at first but Sean and Amaya dragged me and I ended up having the time of my life..... but then I get start getting really sad and I guess the boy sitting next to me can tell."
David: hey June...... so um what do you have so far for the paper
June: *clears throat* um not that much I'm struggling on how I still wanna form everything..... Um what about you?
David: *whispers* I don't care bout the paper are you okay? You kinda look down
June: oh um I'm okay thank you, just um stupid stuff
David: oh okay just making sure
June: *smiles* thanks
>>After Class<<
"I'm done with all my classes for the day and I'm just sitting here in the main hall lobby debating on how I'm going to get home, I have no problem calling a lyft but I guess I'm so used to seeing Sean already here waiting for me........ Sean! I look outside in the parking lot and I do see Sean's car, I grab my phone and call him."
Sean- hello
June- are you here?
Sean- where?
June- Sean.... are you at school waiting for me?
Sean- .............. yes I'm sorry I'm so used to doing it that I didn't think twice about it
June- *sighs* I'm coming
Sean- oh okay
"I hang up and grab my stuff and walk to Seans car once I get inside I just sit there quietly looking straight ahead."
Sean: hey um how was class?
June: it was good
Sean: you wanna get something to eat?
June: no it's okay I can make a sandwich at home
Sean: can I um.... can I um stop by and say hi to spike?
June: *sighs* Sean do you really wanna say hi to spike or
Sean: well yes and also I do still want to talk about everything
June: I really don't know if I'm ready to talk about it just yet
Sean: oh okay, it's fine....... can I still say hi to spike
June: yeah
"He starts driving, it's a very quite drive so I take out my phone and decide to text Kian."
June- hey Kian
Kian- hey June wassup
June- nothing just leaving school
Kian- oh did Jc come and get you?
June- no actually Sean did
Kian- what??
June- he just so used to picking up at this time that he just came
Kian- oh if you need a ride to class tomorrow I totally got you okay
June- thanks I will need one to
Kian- I'll also pick you up too
June- hey you want to come over after to, you can meet spike and we can make sandwiches lol
Kian- I love a good sandwich and finally I meet the famous spike
June- yeah, I'll call you when I get home okay
Kian- okay laters
Sean: who are you texting?
June: its um Kian
Sean: ya know sometimes I wish you would lie and say no one, I don't like that dude
June: you know it's very hard for me to lie to you, I can't really say the same for you huh
Sean: June I know you don't wanna talk about this but
June: Sean can we wait a second please
Sean: okay
"He drives to the apartment parking he sits there for a moment and then we get out, we get inside the elevator still quiet no talking then we get out and go to my door he grabs my bags without saying a word while I open the door, as soon as I do spike runs up to the door."
June: hi my baby I missed you yes I did look who here it's daddy
Sean: hey spikey
"Sean still playing with spike while I walk to my room I sit on my bed and start taking my shoes off when Sean walks in my door way and just stands there."
Sean: so I'm still spikes daddy huh?
June: I mean yeah we took care of him together
Sean: am I still your daddy?
June: Sean
"He sits next to me while I'm still taking the off my shoes."
Sean: *grabs june face* June look at me, I know you don't want to hear this but I love you so much my heart hurts and I never ever wanted to hurt you, you mean the world to me it kills me to know that I hurt you and I was going to tell you but I honestly didn't know how I was going to and it's sucks that I wasn't the one to tell you.... *sighs* if you don't want to be together I totally understand but I will always love you no matter what and I will always be here when you need me, you don't need to give me an answer right now you can still think about it
"I put my head down and almost start to cry but I think about what Jc said about not crying and being strong."
June: Sean I think we need to take a break, this doesn't necessarily mean that we are breaking up yet but I just think we need some time from each other, so no calling, texting, showing up to my classes or my house unannounced
Sean: for how long?
June: until I say okay
Sean: June I don't know about this
June: well I do..... so you can say goodbye to spike and then leave
Sean: *sighs* okay
"He gets up and walks over to where spike is laying he grabs him and hugs him and kisses him, I see that his eyes are tearing up."
Sean: I love you spike and I'll see you soon okay buddy
"He puts spike down and walks to my door I follow him and open it."
Sean: can I get a hug at least
"I go in to hug him he grabs my face a kisses me...... I kiss him back just because then I break the kiss we look at each other and he has tears rolling down his face I wipe them and he smiles he walks out my door and turns around and looks at me."
Sean: I love you June
June: I know
"He turns back around and walks to the elevator I close my door and slide down and put my head on my knees and just silently cry when spike walk up to me and lays under my legs."
June: I know spike I'm going to miss him to
