i used to look good with brown hair..

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i used to look good with brown hair..

then i bleached it to perfection.

to get away from my past.

i regret nothing.

i was supposed to meet up with lou today. i thought 'mason was in america'...? lol guessed not.

ill make up a story for the questions that might most likely come up..

'i thought you were in the states...?; i moved back, it was confusing there.

'you grew your hair out..; yeah i didnt like it short..'

'can we get together again?:most likely, well have to see..'

the biggest of them all was. how was i going to tell him, im ELSIA GRACE...

yep.

tie breaker..

i was ion my way to the mall where i was meeting lou, i made sure i looked nothing like elsia..

so..

i rimpled my 'hair' to its natural waves like the olden days..

added my old usual make up.

my usual t shirt.

ripped jeans.. and some lipgloss.

i was halfway there. making sure no one notice- yeah right....

it was quiet... i was zoned out. i could crash..

mason should turn on the radio. i thought to myself.

"and heres jordan pruitt, waiting for you enjoy" the radio spokes person emplyed..

when me and lou were about sophemores, we went to prom.. honestly the was the bestday in my life, next to making biggest model..

what you didnt expect is.. me and him slow danced to this song..

"so dont keep me waiting for you.." i sang softly.

it described our ending well.

it explains 'dont keep me waiting for you for a while.. ' when he left. i stayed in my room for weeks. then got up. and decided to move. since my mother didnt give a rats butt what happened, and my dad was never around.. my brother carson was pretty much there, my shoulder to cry on..

flashback

"bubby, louis is leaving me... whatshould i do, what if he never talks to me again.." i asked my brother.. we were wtching the bootcamp round of the x factor season seven, my bestfriend hasnt talked to me in at last two weeks..

"he'll come around mas.. okay?" he said rubbing my shoulder.

its been two weeks..

hes left me.. i know he'll get famous, and leave me here back in doncastor.

i want to break out of this place so badly, never been anywhere but here.

"bubby?" i asked. i have a plan stirring.

"yes?" he said

im 18, i think i might move out. im old enough, why not. " i said

already packing my suitcase

"stop!" he contemplated..

"what about mom?" he said obviously not noticing my intensity in my eyes.

"she doesnt care about us! carson! she only cares about the money! do you not notice where we are? were in hell! this town is packing me in! i cant breathe here! i need to move! you can come with me if you want, but its going to be london!" i yelled. obviously not holding myself back

"whoa?! london?" he asked.

"yes london. thats were ill be, but if lou ever calls you asking for me? your telling him i moved to the states, los angeles california, okay?" i said. i didnt want to ee lou for a long time

 and he wass going to hurt like i did.

"what if he goes looking for you?" he asked.

he didnt want to hurt lou, he was one of his best friends but they werent as close and we were.

"then he can look. but he wont find me. im an adult now. i can change my name, die my hair, and move out all on my own AND SHE CANT STOP ME!" i screamed hoping she'd hear.

"okay ill help you, and ill move out too, but we need to find a place first.. how about we start with room mates?" he said.

finally.

"perfect..."

cliff sorry lolol comment if your alive. id like to know whos readin! lol the song right there-> i found it and fell in love! and also how do i put a multimedia on here?

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