Odalys POV:
August 25, 2014
The day before the first day of school.
I was looking in the mirror, oh the reflection is killing me. My eyes are blood shot. "I can't continue living like this much longer" I whisper to myself. When will this pain end? I grabbed my razor blade from the bathroom cabinet-it's where I hide it from my family-lift up my long sleeve hoodie and slide the blade through my left wrist. The pain felt so good, until the stinging came in. I put the blade back to its hiding place and walked out of the bathroom. Why does school have to begin? I keep questioning myself that. And I know every teenager says school sucks, but it really does. School is just a nicer word for hell. You wake up early, to go to a building where your judge by so many fakes and the teacher put so much stress on you that you don't need. Its even worst for me;I'm a nobody which makes me everyone's target. I'm always bullied and hated on. But its worst at home. My own family don't care for me, I'm just the mistake. the only one that does is my older brother, Edwin, the perfect one. I began to self-harm a year ago. No one knows and no one will ever. I mean even if I tell anyone they probably won't care. I just want to disappear and never return. Maybe to Neverland or Wonderland. I laid in bed close my eyes, put my earbuds on, and fell asleep while crying.
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Beautiful Nightmare
Teen FictionA quiet, shy, depress girl name Odalys who has lots on her mind... & A very athletic, popular, jock name Andrey who thinks he's the best. But will Andrey turn Odalys life around once they bump into each other..
