Night terror, Nightmare
I sit upright after screaming
After crying
After I beat myself up thinking you were there
He tries to comfort me
I can't be touched
Panic attack at a touch
Guilt rushes me
Too broken
Too damaged
No one can help
You did too much
All of you
Love doesn't hurt like that
The lasting damage
The pain I feel in my ribs
Years later
The pain I inflict on myself
Years later
The fact I still can't have silence
If I hear a creak in the house
Panic
Yelling around me
Panic
Nightmare, night terror
Let me sleep tonight
Nightmare, night terror
Make it real tonight
Let them take me
Kill me
End it
I need to rest
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Poetry Collection
PoetrySome poetry. It is dark and could be triggering to some. I use poetry to get emotions out on my darkest days so it's not very happy.