The losers had gone back to the Neighbolt house to finish Pennywise once and for all and save their friend Beverly. They reached this huge "room" and immediately they saw Bev but something was off. She was floating high in the air, eyes blank and white. They ran over to her and all of them helped get her down. Ben attempted to wake her up by calling her name "Beverly? Beverly please wake up." After trying to wake her up by calling her name Ben thought of one more thing that he hoped would work, he kissed her. The other losers where, shocked, to say the least. After a few minutes Beverly woke up and everyone was so relieved. Now all they had to do was find and kill the fucking clown.
They started walking around staying close to each other when suddenly Richie head a familiar voice "Richie please help me" The voice said. Richie's heart dropped when he heard the voice and ran from the others trying to find where it was coming from. The others noticed him run off and they tried following him "Richie g-g-get back over h-here!" Bill screamed. Richie heard the voice again "I'm over here Richie please I need you." When Richie knew he was getting closer to the source of the voice he slowed down, making it easier for the others to catch up to him. When Richie reached what he was looking for his eyes widened "Connor? Holy fuck what happened are you okay?!" Connor stood in front of them, his beautiful blond hair stained pink from all of the blood and wounds that covered him. Richie walked over to him and took off his Hawaiian button up, ripping a bit of fabric off with his teeth and wrapping one of Connor's deep wounds with it, Connor looked at Richie "I tried running I tried to get away but it got me I'm sorry Richie" He said. Richie looked at him "No no no Connor don't be sorry fuck I should have been there, shit!" He said. The others losers walked a bit closer to Richie "Richie who's this?" Bev asked. Richie tried to look over at his friends behind him but Connor pulled his face back "Are these your friends Rich?" He said. Richie's heart started pounding with the sudden contact "Uh yeah" He said. Connor chuckled "Oh really? Because if they were really your friends wouldn't they already know me? Already know how you feel about me?" When those words were said Richie's heart stopped "W-What do you mean..?" He said hesitantly, scared of what Connor would say next. The blond smirked "I mean, if they were really friends I'm sure you would have told them about your feelings for me, your feelings for boys, right Richie?" The losers looked at Richie "Richie, what is he talking about.?" Beverly said. Richie backed away slightly and looked back at the losers "N-No it's not true don't listen to him" Connor walked closer to Richie and grabbed onto his waist, Richie turned back to face him "Aww what Richie, are you shamed of yourself? Are you scared the few friends you have are gonna leave you when they find out your dirty secret just like I did?" It finally clicked to Richie that this wasn't Connor. He started tearing up, he didn't know what to do, he was scared, which is exactly what IT wants. Connor took one of his hands off of Richie's wait and slowly stroked his cheek "Now come on Rich, be my knight in shining armor and save me so we can have our happy ending~" Richie tried pushing him away but his grip was strong, Richie turned his head towards the losers, his face screaming for help. He's trying to get the losers to do something when suddenly Connor's face moves closer to Richie's head and he says "You love me don't you Richie?~" Richie's eyes widen and he tears up, then working up all his strength he pushes Connor off of him "Get the fuck off of me you fucking clown!" The grip around Richie's waist is suddenly loosened and Richie breaks free running towards his friends. Connor lays limp on the ground and suddenly starts switching back to Pennywise's clown form. Richie grabs a bat from the mountain of kids toys and wipes his tears "Let's kill this fucking clown."
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~Dirty Little Secret~
Horror"What are you scared of Richie?" Eddie asked the curly haired boy. Richie looked away "...Clowns" He said hesitantly.