tanas pov: if im gonna be honest the last month hasnt been good jakes been pissed at me cuz i "ruined his relationship" because i was depressed hes been screaming at me all month
flashback
t: jake in going to the store do you need anything
j: I NEED YOU TO SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH AND LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY
t: o-ok sorry
j: YOU SHOULD BE YOU RUINED MY LIFE
end of flaskback
hes been doing that for a while i still cut i use to once a day but its kinda better i only cut once a week he doesnt know that but i have to go down stairs now or jake will scream at me
j: tana why the fuck were you up there so long
t: n-no reason
j: better not have been
t: w-what do y-you w-want for breakfast
j: just make me my fucking eggs it the same thing everyday
t: i-im s-sorry
j:you better fucking be
t: WHATS YOUR PROBLEM
j: MY PROBLEM IS YOURE A FUCKNG DUMBSLUT WHO WORKS FOR ME AND CANT DO SHIT RIGHT
i couldnt take it anymore so i ran upstairs into my bathroom i heard jake yelling after me
j:TANA GET THE FUCK BACK DOWN HERE
i couldnt say anything i just cried and cut
1 for jake 1 for ruining his life 1 for being a slut and 1 just becuase
jake finally broke down the door and saw me cleaning up and just stared at me he was about to say something but i cut him off
t: just forget you saw this
i was about to walk off but he said something
j: i-i t-thought you stopped
t: ya i did for a week untill you started being a dick
he just started to cry and apologizing
j:this is all my fault you didnt ruin my life you, you didnt do anything wrong i don't deserve you please please forgive me i hate myself now plz stop doing this i'm sorry
i pulled him into a hug, we sat in scilents for a few minutes then i pulled away
j:i-im sorry plz ill stop being a dick can we plz go back to normal and you stop this
t: ok but if you do this again im leaving
j: i swear to god
t: ok
j: soooooooo
t: oh god what
j: make up sex
t: mmmmmmmmm nah
j: ugh fine
i got up but i brushed my hand on his dick
j: ugh tana you fucking tease
i just winked and left the room
