Confused Love

Background Of The Story

4 years ago....... Hi my name is Kiana Jackson I'm 19 years old and I'm pregnant with Kingston's baby you probably wondering why I'm this young an pregnant an where's my parents well.... I ran away from home because after my mom passed away I was forced to live  with my aunt an uncle and I didn't like it there because my uncle would rape me an my sisters an beat my brothers for no apparent reason. Anyway I ran away an went to my boyfriend house that I thought loved an cared about me  well in reality he doesn't because I drugged up and hanged raped by his 7 home boys an the crazy part is I was 4 months pregnant than after the incident he kicked me out butt ass naked an man I felt so hurt an betrayed to the point I walked 5 hours to the nearest hospital and they did an investigation and I also decided to get an abortion even though I don't condone it it was for the best. So after that I left the hospital and that's when I met this tall dark skin mocha looking guy named Quinton but here's the catch he was rude as fuck but, for some dumb  ass reason that made me be attracted to him so of course my ass shot my shot an we was together for a year an 2 months which makes me 20 now but one day when I got off work from a 18 hour shift I caught him cheating with a bitch name Mya an I was broken so I left him. Than a year later I'm 21 now I'm at the University of Houston when I met John he was in my psych class with me an he was a track star but as you probably know me an him started dating until 9 months passed I got some disturbing screenshots from 7 different girls saying that John was cheating on all of us so I broke up with him I'm glad we never fucked because he had an STD. 

Present- 2 years later I'm 23 with my Bachelors Degree in Psychology and I met this guy name Jwain at my step sister crib an me an him hit off but I'm scared he gone do me like the others I loved from my memory lane life.