Why did you? {Completed}

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Rummaging through my things quietly, I grabbed a small journal. I sighed and sat at the corner of my room. Pulling out a pencil and opening the journal.

[Date: 12/21/19]

Dear journal,
Hi, katsuki bakugo here. Ugh, this is stupid but... I know someone's gonna ask. Why did you do it? So I'll write in this journal. I know that I've treated deku like shit, I get if everyone hates me. Although I've taken it apon myself to help deku. Obviously not directly, but behind the scenes. Even if he doesn't like me anymore, I'll do my best to... wait this is getting way too cheesy. Okay journal, all I'm gonna do is help him a few times, okay?! Your probably wondering why I say people are gonna ask why. Well... I know deku is gonna be targeted by the villains soon. I feel it, I sense it, I even dream about it. Every dream is like a fucking nightmare, the symbol of peace fucking blown away, killed. I don't want that ,okay! Noone wants that... well whatever. Thats it for today. Bye journal.

Closing the journal, I stuffed it at the back of my closet. "I'm sure they'll find it when my stuff is being sold off..." I sighed and closed my closet. Hearing a light knock at my door I quickly acted my rough and angry ways. "Hey bakugo, honey, I want you to go buy this for me, okay?" Mitsuki bakugo aka. My mom said before walking out of the room. "Okay" I groaned. I didn't feel like picking up a fight, I'm tired. I walked down the stairs. A stack of money on the table. "Thats for you to buy it, okay? Bye" my mom said as she walked into the kitchen. No I love you anymore? Wow, almost forgot my mom is slowly hating me...

I grabbed the money and swiftly put my boots on. I walked out, closing the door behind me as the cold air of winter blew at my face. Causing shivers to go down my spine and my cheeks a bright red. I didn't hate the winter but it just made it much harder for me to walk anywhere. I walked a few blocks to get to the local grocery store. She wants me to get... oh ya cider. Apple cider, I grabbed a big jug of it and scanned it. Quickly stuffing my money into the machine. I didn't want to stay out here for too long, especially when school is tomorrow. Walking back out into the blizzard, I saw small fragments of a red haired boy, wait half red, todoroki? Dear god, I started to speed walk my way home. "I hope he didn't see me," I mumbled under my breath. I didn't watch my step and completely summersaulted my ass to the ground. "Owwww" I groaned. "Are you okay" a cold voice asked. Looking up there he was, todoroki. "Ya" I got up and kept walking. Todoroki didnt say anything else, he just stood and watched me walk away.

I got back home, rubbing my ass a bit. I couldn't lie, that hurt like a butt cheek on a stick. I opened the house door, the cold seeping in as I slowly shut it. "Shut it! Its cold!!" My mom yelled as she walked over to me. "Thanks" she said yanking the jug away from me. I sighed and took off my boots. Slowly walking up the stairs, I jumped on my bed and fell to sleep almost instantly.

So nice and warm.