Why did you? {Completed}

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I layed down in my bed. My heart in pieces and my room, gray. The colors faded as if someone was taking away all the light in my life. I closed my eyes and soon drifted off to sleep.

Beep Beep Beep.

A beeping noise caused make me to wake up. I sat up, blinking. I grabbed my phone and checked the time. "Its 4:27 am?! Wait...what was that noise?" I asked myself in a whisper. After a bit I could only assume it was coming from outside. I got up and walked to my door, listening closely. Nothing. Absolute silence. Confusion hit me, I slowly opened my door. Looking left and right. Nothing, it was quiet, silent, still. No commotion to be seen or heard. I walked back into my room still confused. I closed the door quietly. I turned on my light and looked around my room. "Wait.. did I ever" I paused. My heart pounding. "Where's my journal?!" I asked in a panic.

I looked everywhere. It wasn't in the same spot I threw it. Where is it?! I took a deep breath. No one can see it yet! Not yet... I can't live with someone knowing my feelings... not until.. I make up my time.

Click

My head whipped toward my door. My mom walking in with a look of annoyance. I blinked, confused and scared. "So now your gonna be an attention seeker, huh!" She yelled. I flinched. "What?!" I said in confusion. She threw my journal at me. Hitting me in the head. 'Ow' I thought. "Keep this up and I'll kick you out" she said as she slammed my door.

My eyes widened. "She... read my journal.. she.." I didn't finish my sentence, I threw my journal in my backpack. I didn't care how cold and chilly it was outside or how far the drop is from the top floor, but its better than staying here and letting my mom know my pain.

I ran, all the way to UA. Standing outside of it, I was confused on why I ran there out of all places.. my breath was visible in the cold crisp air. I was sure there was at least 2 teachers in UA, but none in the training grounds . It would be a good chance to train, and be ready for the time I'll possibly have to... die.

Walking up to UA doors. I opened them quietly. Swiftly getting into the building. I felt a feeling of deja vu, the memory of first walking into this building. The feeling of being so proud of making it in. At the time... I actually believed I could be number 1... now I'm sure I won't. To believe..

"Bakugou?" I heard my name from behind me. I looked over to see all might. "All might?" I tilted my head in confusion.  "Why are you here so early young bakugou?" He asked. Time to act, "nothing, just wanted to train to prove how amazing I am at our next mission" I said looking away. All might smiled and pat my head, "well than good luck, I see a bright future for you." I nodded and walked towards the training grounds.

I'm sorry all might, but that future... isn't bright for the reasons u think it would be...