i break my own heart
by chasing you
by overthinking you
at the dunes of the night
at 2am when everyone are asleep
i search for you in the corners of my mind
i scrape my skin
and look for you between the atoms
i destroy myself
for a hope
a lost hope
i destroy myself
and it feels good
you might think i'm sick
but i think i'm in love
in love with an idea
an image
a dream
a lie i tell myself to fall asleep
but when my brain takes over
my heart stops
succumbed
and i fall apart
and i fall apart
and i fall apart
until my heart stands again
and tells me more lies
about a dream
about a lost hope
about a way to fall asleep
about you .
-FC21-
