hello, it's me the author 4 years in the future
It's been such a long time since I've been on this app, and I have returned just out of curiosity if anyone still reads this.
I have actually re-read it myself.
After rereading the entire story I've realized a couple of things. There are some triggering scenes and inapropriate things I have written in here that I dont like. I was young and naive when I wrote them, but that doesn't excuse the fact it could've made some people uncomfortable. And for that I apologize, I know now that its unacceptable.
Also the story itself is confusing, so that makes me want to rewrite it.
For the past few years of my disappearance I've been through a lot, and learned a lot. The reason I left was because I felt intimidated by other writers and wanted to be like them. There are a lot of great writers on ao3.
One thing I learned though is that everyone has their own color, and the way they write. And some may be better than others, but what matters is how one thinks about their own work. Each writer has their own style.
That sounds complicated but I hope some of you can understand.
So to sum it all I have been inspired to write again, and so I may not post any other stories but the least I can do is rewrite this one. :) I want to make it better because i know i can.
Thank you for all the love on this story, I wasn't expecting so many people to like it. I hope you guys understand. I will be rewriting the story in a different way.
Again thank you so much. ♡
