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_•Matt's pov•_

I'm fine
I'm ok
I'm just my beautiful self
... No no I'm not ok..
I just really want tord I've been there for him for so long and I cant take it anymore everytime I'm around him I just wanna grab him and kiss him and tell him how much I love him but I can't he has a boyfriend and I'm a coaword how could I ever get him to love me I wish I could why am I thinking this of course he'll love me I'm me
I'm... I'm...

_∆tord's pov∆_

Tom's out drinking again and refused to take me with him that's the forth time this week I'm fucking sick of him leaving me maybe I can rant to Matt he's my best friend he won't mind

I walk up to Matt's room and when I'm about to knock I hear sobbing and my first instinct is NOPE NOT IN MY HOME and I bust the door open
"Wh-what?" Matt says, crying. No he can't cry he looks like he's been crying for a while
"T-tord! I-i..."
"Shush Matt I don't care just don't cry" I hug him, I hate seeing him so sad and I don't know why I just want him to be happy
I feel Matt's arms around me and I'm happy, I like the way the ginger feels and looks and- oh God I like him
I mean more than I did Tom and I should have realized, I mean Matt's always been there for me and has gotten me threw hell and back what's Tom done? That's right he's hurt me he's the hell I went threw and I'm in rate fucking now because I want his love well I don't anymore
"Tord you can let go now...." I hear Matt say
"Oh! I'm sorry" I let go of Matt who is a light shade of red
"I'll go now..." I start to walk out
"Tord wait!"
"Oh what?' I turn around
"There's something I need to tell you ..."
"What is it?"
"Tord this is hard but...but I...well I kinda....well..."
"Spit it out!"
"Tord I love you!"
I get really silent and stand there in shock
"I know you love Tom....you can go now..."
"Matt wait i-"
"Just get out!"
I walk out slowly and close the door and I see Tom walking into his room and I go up to him and I grab his shoulder
"Tom I can't take this I gave you so many chances and you neglected me and refuse to show me any love I don't know why I even dated you in the first place but..."
Tom drops his flask

"It's over"

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