A Day in My Shoes {A Luke Hemmings story}

Getting Caught

A/N: Idk I felt like starting a fanfic I might keep I might throw it away when I feel like it, I honestly don't know. Just boredddd. Anyway I'm just gonna start now.
~•Anon Hemmings•
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Luke's P.O.V

What the hell. Why am I not surprised. Calum is a dick and he seriously went behind my back and stole my man. Done. Done with him. I thought he was my goddamn brother but I guess not.

"Uh.." Calum starts. I put up my hand.

"I don't want to hear it Cal." I say quickly. My voice is void of all emotion. I look at Harry equally disappointed.

"But Luke I-" I cut him off again. This time I let myself get a 'little' mad.

"I said I don't want to fucking hear it!! You lied and so did he!" I point at Harry, my now ex boyfriend. "I don't give a shit I'm done, it's done, there's nothing to talk about, and I sure as hell don't want to hear your lame ass excuse!" I finish yelling and guess who finally decides to speak the hell up??

"Luke I swear, its not like that, there's more to it" Harry explains

I sigh "Like what." It comes out as more of a statement than a question.

"Well um.. I meant to tell you, but I was kinda scared.. Same with Calum."

"Of what?!" I can feel my blood boiling, and I try to calm myself down internally.

"You." Calum says and backs up a little. I wish I would have seen his tear rimmed eyes or I wouldn't have done what I did. I went up to him and slammed him against the brick wall holding his neck.

He made a high pitched screeching noise and I didn't pay any mind to it as my fist connected with his jaw.

"Your a fucking liar"

As soon as I did it I let go of him and backed up looking at his trembling figure. Its been a while since I've seen him like this towards me. It took him forever to stop being afraid of me.

Welp looks like I've created another forever. I stop and just look at him then at Harry who's just staring at me in shock.

I don't exactly know what comes over me but I succeeded in part in pushing the anger down a bit.

My eyes fill up with tears which is exactly what I was trying to avoid. There's only one thing left for me to say.

"H-how could you Cal?"I run out of the janitors closet to see a cluster of kids around the door. Great just what I need when I'm about to break down.

They're staring at me.

I hate people staring at me. My breathing becomes quick and I can feel the tension.

I can't have a panic attack. Not here. Not now. I don't know why but I suddenly become extremely scared and I back up into the door which I had shut behind me. I slide down the wall and hold my temples.

"St-stop l-looking at me-e!" I try to yell but jump over my words.

They don't move and my heart races quicker than before. I hear a scream. A loud scream. I wonder what it is before I hear it again a few minutes later then I realize it came from my mouth.

I feel something touch my arm and I scream again in fear, but louder. I hear a voice telling me to try and calm down and that it'll be okay but I know it won't. I'm so scared. I don't even know right know. I wish I could tell who was talking it would probably be easier. Or harder. I don't fucking know!

"Nooo!!" I scream when they tried to pull me up and I didn't realize I was crying.

"Chill out kid." The voice said gently but the pounding in my head and heart were just too overpowering. I fought with whoever was trying to pull me up. I lost. I saw a flash of green on the persons head. Has to be Michael. I clung to him and felt him pick me up bridal style. He was pretty strong.

My body couldn't relax as he cradled me in his arms and repeatedly told me everything would be okay. I knew I was as white as I felt and I was shaking like a leaf(A/N: Okay I pretty much stole that sentence from The Outsiders by S.E Hinton from after Ponyboy got jumped by the Socs okay okay)

I clutched his shirt and hid my face in it knowing everyone was most likely still staring. I let loud sobs escape from my mouth. More like they just came out(A/N: Okay if you have a dirty mind just shush bc I know) I felt him start to move and noticed other voices now starting to come about.

Something else touched my side and other things began to rub against my side and then my head it wasn't Michael so I yelped.

"Stop fucking touching him and get out of my way!!" He yelled and now it was only Micheal's voice.

He was talking to a whole crowd. Oh god they're watching me. They're judging me. And I panic more. I clutch Micheal's shirt so tightly and scream. I feel a change in temperature and its suddenly hot.

"W-why is it s-s-so damn ho-hot!" I struggle to make the words come out right but I know I'm loud. He mutters something I can't make out and I think its just going into overdrive know. I know we're not outside because its colder outside than right now.

"Luke" Michael tries to get my attention. "We're just in an empty room, no one is watching you, your fine, you'll be okay. I'm here buddy. Just chill" He calls me that whenever he's trying to calm me down. Or he calls me baby. Depends. He thinks of me as his baby brother. We've known each other since I was born so he has his techniques he knows what works.

I try to steady my breathing but it doesn't work so I just cry loudly into Michael until I can't cry anymore. By that time I can see more and think more clearly. I notice someone else in the room. Guidance councilor. I look at him then at Michael then at him again.

"Your aunt is coming to pick you up" Mr. Mello, obviously the guidance councilor, says. I just nod my head. "We'll talk about this another time, preferably tomorrow"

I just nod my head again realizing Calum is probably being picked up too. Fucking shit.

My breath hitched and Michael immediately takes notice and sits me up, leaning my head against his chest while he rubs my back. I return to a more normal state of mind. Well more normal for me anyway.

I slowly stand up still shaking a little. Michael stands up too and looks at his phone. I looked at him.

"Over 40 minutes less than 50" He's talking about how long my little 'incident' was. I have to know about how long they are. Just do.

"O-oh" I replied shakily.

We walk out and go to the office where my aunt and a boy with a bruised jaw that I use to call my brother is waiting.

I stop and just look down. I can't even look at him. I can't believe he did that to me. I thought he cared but I was wrong. Dead wrong.

Michael pushes me forward gently to make me go to them and it takes every bone in my body to make myself move towards them without either lashing out or crying. And honestly I don't have the energy for any of it. As I walk towards them I look back and see Michael standing their and he mouths the word 'go'. I continue and manage to walk over to them without looking at either of them.

"Luke" My aunt Dani says.

"Can we just g-go I don't want to talk.." I say nervously. I look at her and she gives me a strange look. "Oh, of course"

We walk out and drive home. Nobody said anything the whole way.
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