Don't Fall for Monsters.

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" Mom ! I'm out ", I said before closing the door behind me. The dark night had been covering the deep blue sky. I looked up and saw it, that moon that I was obsessing over. Everything felt perfect. Everything felt fine.

Nothing could go wrong right ? At least that's what I thought. I thought everything was going to be perfect, for once. But I was so wrong. My innocent self was going into a dark, fucking dark, place. Nothing could've saved me. No one could've done something to make things right. I've never been invited to a party so I didn't know what could've happened. I was so fucking naive and fragile. But the worst is that... If I could go back to that exact moment where I saw him, I would go. Without any hesitation. Because at least, I could've run away from Him. I could've change the path of my life. I could've stayed happy and fucking innocent.
But that's not what Life decided for me. Life decided to screw me up. Life decided to sent me down to Hell.
I did nothing wrong. I swear. I was always good to my mon and step-dad. I've never lied to them or to anyone. I always protected my big brother even when no one was standing by his side. I had good grades, I had friends that loved me and were honest with me. Most of my teachers were seeing a bright, so bright, future for me. I could've been a fucking doctor for what I know.
But He ruined that. He ruined me. In every possible way.
So it's my goodbye, to the Old me. You were loved, trust me on that one. Sorry for destroying you for his sake. Sorry to my family, sorry to my friends. Sorry for the people who actually cares for the Old Me. But it's over.
And now, I'm going to tell everything that happened for me to be that New person. Because oh, I was so stupid to think that someone like me could've been the one who changed him
He knew exactly that he wasn't going to change, he knew I was the one who'll get that Change Entirely check.
And before I let the old me sink in a dark hole in my heart, let me tell you our history. Of me and old me.

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( English is not my first language. If I made any mistakes please tell me (: )

Hope you liked the first chapter kinda! Love you all.