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Sorry I havent updated this for a while ive just been taking time off reading other peoples and its taken me months weeks days to decide what i actually wanted to write this is bit of a boring chapter but it is just the start so i can get my big drama act in anyway i will stop babbaling on and let you read!                                                                                                                                                          

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Nathans p.o.v

It was really awkward on the way to lunch kirstie seemed really misserable she had a feeling tom didnt like her

"kirstie you do realise that tom is like that with everyone when he is hungover its not that he dont like you trust me you really get used to it he was like it with me when he first whent on a night out with the boys the next day he treat me the same you will get used to it"

i explained to kirstie it didnt seem to cheer her up properly but it stopped the awkwardness

"Nathan please can you drop me off at home and i will text you"

she said pulling the piece of paper out of my jacket with my number on she tore my number off put that in her pocket and wrote her number on the other half with the pen in the side of the door as we pulled up outside of her house she pecked me on the cheek and got out of the car

"im going to miss you kirstie"

I said opening my eyes even wider giving her the pouty face that she just couldnt resist

"i will miss you too Nathan"

she pouted back closing the door i didnt pull ayaw untill she walked through the door my heart sank when i pulled away i had a feeling sh enever wanted to see me again i know ive only just met her but i had feelings for her feelings that ive never discovered before i drove home and ran up to my room before jay could see i was crying i didnt like the boys seeying me cry because that caused them to tease my i kicked my door closed with my foot before throwing myself onto my bed crying and befor i knew it i was asleep.

"Nathan? Nathan?"

i woke up to jay shaking me

"what is it?"

i asked in a rather groggily voice my eyes still half closed

"jess is here"

ha said gicing me a wierd look "ok tell her i will be down once im dressed"

i replied pulling my duvet back over my head

"ok well you get ready and i will make you a cup of tea"

he answered walking out of my room closing the door behind him i shot up like lightning and walked over to the bathroom running the shower i jumped in it and let the hot water soak my body i stood there thinking about kirstie i couldnt think of nothing else but kirstie what if she didnt feel the same way i feel about her maybe last night was just a one off wait nathan pull yourself together man om sure she feels the same way i tried to think positive but i couldnt i jumped out and wrapped the towel around my waist i walked back into my bedroom and grabbed a pair of boxers,joggers, a hoodie and my superman hat i pulled them on and walked downstairs to my suprise jess and jay asleep watching avatar i walked over to the table picked up my phone and went to sit next to jess on the sofa i slid up my phone to see 3 texts

hey nathy ive been thinking and i think we should just stay friends -kirstie xxxx

hey nath im sorry if youre not taking to it very well but i think its for the best-kirstie xxx

hey nathan how about you come to mine and we chill with a film?-kirstie xxxx

I hate it when she calls me nathan it sends me shivers down my spine i slid my phone down not replying and put my head in my hands tears streaming down my face why do i feel like this when i barely even know her?

Toms p.o.v

I ran upstsairs to see chloe sat on the end of my bed smiling at me i walked over to her and i pulled her up by my hands and pulled her close we were so close i could nearly tase her she smiled at me i leant in and kissed her soft lips they were so perfect it gave me butterflies when we touched i felt her smile so kissed her harder i felt her hands playing with the little strands of hair on the back of my head i pushed her onto the bed and kissed her forcefully she pulled back giving a little breath untill pulling me back in  when our lips touched it was like i was on my way to heaven it was amazing  i pulled away and pulled her in for a hug she layed her head on my bare chest an di put my chin on her head

"chloe what do you say i take you on our first date today?"

i asked her

"yea i think that would be rather nice if you aske me anyway that reminds me i need to jump in the shower"

she said jumping off of the bed and into my on suite i quickly got dressed whilst chloe was in the shower i put on some skini jeans a vest top and a hoodie chloe came out with a towel wrapped around her so i wolfed whistled at her then i saw her blush as she went over to the bed "Tom do you mind if i borrow some of your joggers snd a hoodie untill i go home because i feel dirty putting my other clothes back on?" she asked "yea sure" i replied slinging some at her she then picked them up and walked into the bathroom to get changed.