𝐓𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 | Mariano x Samy

𝙷𝚞𝚛𝚝...

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𝚂𝚊𝚖𝚢𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟.

I ran. And I ran through the halls torn through people till I could find a spot without anyone around it. I just ran out the school. There was a bench behind the school, I also saw no one around. I went towards the bench sat down and just cried. I just silently sobbed. It was overwhelming. Everything was overwhelming. It didn't feel good. Nothing felt good. I couldn't deal with the chills. Crying at night was getting old. Just not knowing what's real anymore. It's gotten old. Being pushed around was getting old.

      I looked up at the sky and looked around. No one.  Good. The silence was comforting. I brought my knees up to my chest and rested my head on them. I closed my eyes and took in a breath of air. I wanted to go home and feel the comfort of my bed again. I just wanted to scream. I did but I screamed silently. My mind drifted to him though.

             Flashback

"Sammy look here."

   He put some frosting on my cheek while we were decorating cookies. I put some vanilla and chocolate frosting of my cookies but mar decided on wasting some frosting.

" Mar think fast. "
I smirked as I wiped chocolate frosting on his cheek and giggled. The frosting war started.

Flashback end.

Out of nowhere the tears just streamed down like a river. I just silently sobbed again. The memories just haunted me. Day and night. Yet I say I hate him. But I can never find the feeling. I just want him to kiss me till I'm okay. It hurt. Not just the memory but the feeling of him being close.

    Is it even you anymore... I miss the boy I once knew. I wanted it again, he felt unfamiliar though. I sometimes wondered if it was even him. The things that have changed. Why was one of them have to be you?... I needed it gone, my head was a mess. At this point, I knew I was still falling for him. His name was tattooed on my heart. I don't know better anymore.

   I wanted to skip the rest of the classes so I did. I sat on the bench head rested on my knees. I plugged in my earbuds and Just played music. But everyone's song reminded me of him. It just broke me. No matter what he's going to put me through id still yearn for him and come running back just like I ran away. Did I ever hurt mar? Do I deserve this?. I'm a fool. Aren't I. I sometimes just wanna scream at him. Tell him to come here and kiss away the pain but not everything works like that does it.

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This was really short I'm really sorry you'll get a better update soon I promise I had a math test today and I'm pretty sure I failed sooo yea. I have an easy due tmr by the 6th period.😎 Again thanks for the support. 1k is a lot ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ love you all and have a good day/night mwah I love you

    
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