the forms of all my lovers : poetry

prophet

sometimes i wonder if you notice me at all

oh and sometimes
i think i'd rather drift away
with you forever
than breathe another breath

sometimes you make it so easy
to fall in love with you
so easy
and i always do
because god
what a misery life would be
without being in love with you

you brighten my summers
warm my winters
make my heart stop
god you make me want to cry

i've never known someone to be so beautiful that it is
wonderfully
fucking
terrifying

but she is lovely
so lovely
i cant stop falling
i cant help it
i don't want to stop
even if i could

you are so sweet
and gentle
you don't have to be kind
but god you are
i love you

you feel like home
and every place i've ever wanted to go
both at the same time

and i can't even keep you